fuck...i h8 1st day of skoolz...
get to c my frenz...heh...
after de long break...
kindof mizz dem...lyk we olwez do...
talk crapz...i met my exschoolmate...
kelvin ho...weheheh...hes cool...yea...
i tot wana ask bout jingwen...
but i scared i would b late...
& so i jus sae hi...bla bla bla...
den walk off...
3hrs of break...
4 a 20 min tutorial...
yea ryt...at mac...
i met him...weheheh...2dae...
its really my dae but lyk olwes...
1st dae of skoolz...
will olwez b my h8tez dae...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:45 AM
feel lyk wana go out...
but itz rainin...
2 bad...my fuckin sis went out...
so i get 2 use tiz comp...
dun wana talk bout her...
juz spoilin my mood...here i am...
listenin to pug jelly...
ransom letter...
feelin fuck'd up...
coz tmr skool gonna start...
& dat means...
im back 2 my sux life...omg...
start 2 h8 my skool...my course...
almost everything...shit...
did i juz wrote sumthing...???
...4get it...
break...dun feel lyk havin 'em...
almost everydae...
hang out & chill wif my frenz...
@ least i got peepz
2 talk 2 & chill wif...
i do really h8 my life now...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:41 PM
ppl around me...
who i used to cloz wif...
sumtymez de 1 who cloz 2 u...
is de 1...who u muz beware wif...
i live alone...
in de world of my own...
cuz im juz nobody...
only born 2 b a lozer...
its not dat im being so...
pessimistic...
but...i juz born wif it...
so dun ask me why...
im being tiz wae...
itz juz me...okay...
all i need is dat...
pple 2 understand me...
& wad i mean is...de real me...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:48 AM
but...im havin dreamz dat
has been broken in2 pieces...
my life is suckz & its a nitemare...
nitemare all day...all nite...
im not crazy...but im juz mad...
u think im a freak...
yeah...i guess...
i look quite perfectly fine...
but...wen u c in my eyes...
deep inside...i wana cry...
im a fool...
olwez make a fool of myself...
i will not sae anything
coz i dun haf de strength...
i will juz sit infront of u
& i will cry...cry...
til i get perfectly fine again...
i h8 livin in de
world of fuckin SHIT...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
7:40 AM
