too tired to think. mentally exhausted.
wasted half a yr torturyn myself.
out of werds to describe EVERYTYN.
basically politics play an important role.
it's not a stewpeed mistake by de wae.
wonder why two-faced pple exist.
typically ABNORMAL.
desperately in need of someone to talk to.
ventyn out the unsatisfaction feelyns.
it's not a sin neither it's an illegal aite.
am i ryt to state here? hmmmmmmmmmmm.
i'm not makyn a big fuss, unlyk some ppl.
small matter turn IT into a BIG issue.
so TYPICAL attention-seeker.
met ah kee in train back home COINCIDENTLY.
same train and same cabin.
we non-stop LOLX and exchangyn hows-life-babe?
ouh, i miss de GOOD old tymes.
& it has been a year.
i still missyn ew.
lyk i did...yesterday.
life is full of empty promises.
lettyn it go is lyk drinkyn novacaine.
im coming clean. yes i am.
all DICKS think alike. am i right?
stop botheryn my life unless it's stated otherwise.
why some pple makyn it such a BIG commotion?
another TYPICAL mofos.
ouh, take me far AWAY...
& i lurve my new blogskin.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
3:03 AM
Life's gettyn BUSY with WORK loadz.
I'm gettyn sick and tired.
Need a place to breath.
& damn freakyn LAZY to update.
for once, use ur BRAIN to think!
ouh man, stop thinkyn usyn ur DICK.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:44 PM
old.tired.busy.tortured.paranoid!
dun even have tyme of my own.
kitchen/toilet main pipe choke?
manhole/gully choke?
common tap/pipe leaking?
erkkk...helloh???
i dun study that in skewl. :X
i can't take it any longer.
they said the market is going bad.
i don't give a freakyn damn.
send out all my resume, interviewed.
then...soon or later, that's it.
disappointed.jealous.angry.sad.hurt.
everything's changed.everyone's changed.
if only i knew things turned out this way,
isn't it GOOD if i didn't reveal myself?
isn't it GOOD if i didn't meet them?
bitchy.bastard.slut.attention-seeker.
FM thing changed my life completely.
it's like...im not being myself.
from teasyn dragged til backstabbyn.
& from LOLX til crying my heart out.
meeting new pple with unique nicks...
favrut list chatters, ku syg dorangz.
frenly and makes me feel wanted.
kakiSpot.kakiSabo.kakiLepak.kakiKekek.
but...it was before.
i've seen enuff & i had enuff.
dun wana get myself involve in FM world.
delete and block me, ku tk pasal.
nk delete & block, go ahead uh.
plz delete and block me with thankz.
i guess laz fridae gath (2ndMay08).
will be the last moment im meetyn them.
thanks fer de late prezzy ami n nana :]
tired of laz min gath plannyn.(cockedup!)
commitment makes my life busy.
till here then. i miss ew.
kalo dgr lagu...
Avril Lavigne - When you're Gone dgn
My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted
ingt PG plz. :]
*pg™* \m/
I am not afraid to keep on living...
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
-Fame Last Word by MCR-
being fame is not what i ever wanted.
i went out with a guy...
doens't mean i have a boifren.
boifren is making me headache.
dun evo say it if u dun really meant it.
do i look that cheap?...ouh im paranoid!
im proudly to say im single and happy.
im open-minded doens't mean...
you can talk abt sex lyk nobody's biz.
why bother bout my sex life? SICKO!
wa tk pasal, tegang sendrik lanchap luhhh.
see...didn't i mention before?
i do tell lies.
i don't choose my frens...
i keep those who trust me.
ouh, im juz simply paranoid.
i bought blacque sulam tudong for her.
lookz like she lurvez it.
Happy Burpdae & Mommy Day mum. :]
werds not enuff to express one's feelingz.
itz way beyond than that.
im freakyn hate it.
it's simply evol.
didn't realise that im actually...
break down & cry...
coz wat i said, i do really meant it.
i'm not okae (i promise).
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
6:12 AM
draggggggggyn myself to werk.
forrrrrrrrcyn myself to smile.
keep holdyn tight my tears.
im totally out of werds...
to describe how my situation lyk.
KaypohZorroBabiButohKaninaMofoz.
get scolded upside-down fer notyn.
didn't ur parents teach u...
to be more appreciate wat comes good?
like US? havyn such service...
isn't dat makes ur FUCKIN life easier?
& wat do we get in return?
"WAT KIND OF SERVICE U ALL DOING?"
"WHY IT TAKES SOOOO LONG? SINCE MORNYN!"
"IM GOING TO BRING THIS MATTER TO MP!"
"IM GONA BRING UP THIS CASE TO HIGHER MGT!"
by all means...
u think i FARKEN care?
BIGFUCK! as if ur cheebye lancaowae
got very high standard lidat!
dun ferget send my regards to Mr President!
facyn de dark side of this country's attitude
is sucha DUMBASS la siak.
typical locals r sooooo farkin RUDE!
no phone etiqutte n no manners @ all.
call urself a care n concern citizen?
to be precised itz KAYPOHKIAK!!!
i've DONE & i've GIVE UP!
tiada siape yg ingin memujuk diri
tiada rela hati ini meraung nan sepi
tiada siape mahu ambil peduli
kate-kate yg terucap...
bak menghiris lagi menyakiti...
Lost n Confused.
i miss ew...
& i duno who.
************
listenyn to:
seribu tahun - imran ajmain
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:08 PM
