got back home...ouh wat a dae...
had my so called mini-dinner...
while watchyn teevee...me? tv? haha!
an alternative for me to be awae from cyber life.
besides make myself busy werkyn...
omg i really dun have a freakyn life sia.
n i squeked a sec..."mambang aku keje luhhh!"
abeh suker uh dpt dgr suare dier. h0h0h0.
okae izan prasanz...haha.
hmmmm...itz not dat im being a flirt or sumtyn.
itz a part of motivation u c...
sumtyn dat motivates me to werk...hehe.
okae enuff said.
i supposed to be doin ETM not both ETM n STM.
duh! & i was strugglyn de whole afternoon.
my annual leaves has been APPROVED!
baek kepe???...wahuahuahua...
9 hari siol...hmmmmm...let's seeeeeee...
what should we do...plan! plan! plan!
i can't wait for my big LONG leaves!
roster this month baek uh siak.
sounds GREAT! after soooo LONG
morneng shift. damn freakyn TIRED!
he didn't msg me de whole dae...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
i've been thinkyn n wanderyn...now n den...
i've been fooled or im juz being paran0id?
i juz hate been used n fooled especially...
70centz sia...haiyakkk.
all along i thought i could at least...
changed sumone's life...
i guess...im wronged... im juz a failure.
a big freakyn failure n a loser...
wana try to change someone's life...lol.
i think i better look at my life first...
before wanna do or sae anytyn, i knew it!
ouh, wateva luh ehkkk.
ouh, & i thought it was you...
i was mistaken...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:55 PM
life's simply didn't get any better.
im sick n my voice gone hoarse.
still questioned bout my MC rate?
sucha freakyn retardation moronic arse!
gd qn, y shud i come wen im SICK?
coz...no one bother though.
& when everytyme i flip thru those
pixar of my frens' list...
i got jealoused n sadded.
coz i dun have lotsa frens...hmmmmm.
or maybe i used to but unsure who still rem me?
i guess...less than 10? maybe more. i duno.
i've been wasted or im juz wastyn tyme?
come on itz not my fault though.
let's see who's de freakyn desperate here?
me or him? i've sent numbers of warnyn text-es
but still his stubbornness n egoness...
makes me out of werds to explain everytyn.
"who ami to u now?"
"how long shud i wait?"
"u've changed!"
ouh freakyn come on lah.
u dun even noe me. not even a yr or sumtyn
n how dare he said i've changed?
a month has passed.
i didn't know y i still contact wif him.
maybe coz i wana make sumtyn diff to his life.
u c...i merely judge a book by itz cover.
he may sound kind of despo or sumtyn...
but we could actually tried to...u noe...
changed someone into a g0od n quality person.
no harm tryin though, i guess.
but i noe to a certain extend, nid to be careful
i mean...VERY CAREFUL...
love...itz juz werds to u.
it means notyn to me...
im not dat stewpid lyk some pple.
i noe which is ryt n wrong.
i juz hope u could change....
n i will be de moz happiest person.
tryin to change someone's life...
it's ain't dat easy...
more den meets de eye...
more patience indeeds...
compared to handling nasty caller.
hmmmmmmm.
ouh, how i wish...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
3:04 AM
bukan kecewa...dipinggirkan...
aku kecewa...tiada kejujuran...
bukan bersedih...disakiti...
teramat pedih diri...dikhianati...
sebelum kasih...menjadi benci...
aku memilih...berpisah di sini...
bila tiada...kesetiaan...
tak mungkin teguh...pendirian...
biar menangis...di ketika ini...
tidak rela menangis...di kemudian hari...
hilang kekasih...mungkin berganti...
yang kuharapkan...teman sejati...
sebelum kasih...menjadi benci...
aku memilih...berpisah di sini...
Oh... teman sejati
Oh... teman sejati
Oh... berpisah di sini
sebelum kasih...
menjadi benci...
aku memilih...berpisah di sini.
- Ella-Pedih. -
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
6:55 PM
itz been a month...i've abandoned my blog.
my newie blogskin...ouh i juz love it.
simple n sweet...i loike.
i guess im not LATE to wish...
*Selamat Hari Rayer*.
lyk every other yr...
pi uma cik idah n pok teh. datz it.
n this yr specialty...
rayer ngan kakak ipar luh seh. [:
kekek giler uh tyme cam-whoryn...
will upload once been edited.
this yr fastyn month n rayer...
dull unlyk laz yr...
malas nk further elaborate.
masing2 da tk knal PG saper.
mentang2 ku bz keje...
tkpela. itz okae. da biase.
masok FM pon nk lpaskan rindu...
da tk mcm dulu...
suddenly terase mcm *BUDAK BARU*.
btol uh ape AMI ckp...
*da tkde maknenyer lagy*...
apape uh ehk...
i hate him...
but...
i love him...
haiz...
last nyte...
it was a nice one.
hmmmmmmmmm...
i lurve u more lah ayg.
when i wokeup,
im havyn this weird feelyn.
i duno what it is...
ouh how i wish,
i live in a fairytale.
dear godmother...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:24 PM
