he's crappyn about...
which 70% of his content...
i dun haf the farken idea at all.
went thru all the categories again
& ku semangat seminit, nantok peh pasal!
study & jot down notez. hahaz.
omg duno wen de laz tyme i study. :X
by this wk end nid 2 memorise...
coz there's test b4 hands-on de phone.
aiyamaaaaaa...
yeay tomoro fridae...weeeeeee. :]
there's 2 dayz off laaaaa each week.
i thought it's 24/7 sia.
ahaks. yeah i noe ku slenger.
but duryn off nid to be on standby mode
afraid there's shortage of manpower.
becoz crisis tyme hardly to predict.
sucha moronic freak. h8 my hair.
my natural hair has grown. ):
lyka freakyn retard. h8 my face.
wth few pimples popyn out. :X
& my back is damn hurt. haiz...
i miss ew bro...
he was sleepyn...
while im on my wae to werk.
i hate my sis...
she's sucha princezz...
wadevo she wans she gets.
she spoilt my fan...
& conquers the space.
wad a turtle brain she has.
...* pointyn out mid finger. *...
read my farken lipz...
...* growup ew dumbARSE! *...
& to ew my belove bro...
im tryn really hard aite...
promise i will support ew. :]
& i cry listenyn to the sad sonk.
can ew pls return back my farken heart?
i dreamt of ew...& itz tomoro @ 10...
erkkk merepek ah.
Aku ingin menjadi
mimpi indah dalam tidurmu...
Aku ingin menjadi
sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu...
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati telah letih...
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
yg selalu bisa kau sentuh...
Aku ingin kau tahu
bahwa ku selalu memujamu...
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
Oh bayangmu seakan-akan...
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu...
Seperti udara yg ku hela kau selalu ada
Hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
Dan sepi, dan sepi
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
~ dealova - once ~
wanna count starz wif ew.
too bad there's no starz seen.
nytez pple.
************
listenyn to:
dealova - once
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:24 PM
went to induction. yawnz.
had BK for breakfast. :]
yeah im controllyn my damn eyes la.
lunch @ Fork & Spoon
pasal kak diana & edleen kebuloran.
headed to medical checkup...
wait til 2 coz they are having lunch.
lepak @ amara BK...wastyn tyme...
talk talk. sungguh peramah la diorang.
mcm siak. check here and there.
...* paisey kepepek sakkk *...
den there's downpour.
meanin...no nid to go back to site. :]
chill kat food court mkn old changkee.
kekek la diorang. so cute. hahasss.
& btw edleen is fd's bestfren.
ok wad a small world la kan. :]
no wonder she looks kind of familiar.
fark it. im blog addict.
gotta lotsa stuffz to jot down.
but lyk wtf my sis got back early.
& i felt damn sleepy.
bebual tk tau nk pelan2
nak kasi satu block tau
ape yg dorang bebual
BODOH. bebual mcm orang PEKAK.
da sah telinger da torek.
doh peh manusia.
BEBUAL LAGI KUAT LAAAAAAAA!!!!
bingitttt sakkkk.
& she says: werkyn adults.
terkekek jap aku. LOLX.
i rindu my sayangz. :(
i've made up my mind...
i intend to forget abt it.
i mean...i TRY my best
to forget abt it.
if ony i could lah.
i noe im stewpid...
i dun nid any reminder...
to look myself in the mirror. :]
pasal ku slalu ingt aku FUGLY.
i wanna go home...
i can't hardly wait...
oh how i hate stayin @ pple's place.
2 more mths seemz 2 more yrs. :(
where are ew?
the world seems avoidyn me.
& i miss ewwwww...
************
listenyn to:
kukatakan dgn indah - peterpan.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:47 PM
okae...suppose to be dead beat...
but im dead sleepy...
im nearly doze off lyk 15 sec.
wad de helllllll.
thank god no one saw im dozin off. :X
so todae theory...damn dry...
LJ LB MS CV wadevo wadevo...
sanitary...electrical...
leakage...burst...pipe...
void deck...bla bla bla...
& i force my eyes wide open.
wen am i gona touch dat bloody phone?
again...after read those paperz...
kaypo-in on how they handle calls &
runs de sytemz diff sect from de previous.
tomoro goin down to headquaters
for INDUCTIOn & head to amara fer check up.
den back to CPG FM.
penattt...itz juz de 2nd dae.
& my back hurtz again.
aiyamaaaaa......
i need a farken massage...
damnit coz im havin a bended backbone. :X
im watchyn Gol & Gincu the series...
i love de wae dey conversate.
itz lyk faz & mcm bez gitu. :]
& they're walkyn around campuz...
which reminds me of my campuz...
oh im mizz my poly life... ):
i wonder how's 09 peepz doin. hmmm
tell me how shud i 4get bout u
once i've know the truth...
it hurtz so much...
til i feel lyk wana cry out loud
wenevo i wana 4get everytyn abt u.
itz really hard...
& ew touchez my heart...
Kukatakan dengan indah
Dengan terbuka
Hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka
Menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa
Yang berbeda
Mungkin kusalah
Mengartikannya
Yang kurasa cinta
Tetapi hatiku
Selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu
Selalu meninggikanmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku
Kau redupkan lagih
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Membuatku terjatuh
Dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan
Yang telah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik
Dan terlewati
Semua yang terhenti
Tanpa kuakhiri
~ Kukatakan Dgn indah - peterpan ~
goin back to my dreamland.
nytez people.
sweet dreamz aka *mimpi manis*. :]
************
listenyn to:
Kukatakan Dgn indah - peterpan
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:44 PM
phark it...
like i used to sae...
I HATE CROWDS !!!
everyone is pushyn me away.
I HATE 1ST DAY !!!
...freakyn bored...
basically juz kaypo-ing around
how they handle phone calls.
keyed into the system. bla bla bla.
& i spent half of de dae yawn-ing away.
erkkk...wen supervisor's not around.
he called me & yeah...
@ least i spend lyk 1/2hr chattyn otp.
thanks fer de call dude.
i'll sure will take care of myself.
& yawnz lyk hundred tyme...OMG.
it was juz first day siakkk. :(
im left wif 1 yr & 364 dayz...
i juz hope im doin fine...
if not...terminated lorrr... :(
i smile to myself wen he said this:
"dulu aku yg nk away...
kao yg advice aku mcm ape...
habiz skrg kau pulak yg away.
aper sak...buat bodo jer ngan drg."
& i juz replied:
"hah. wadevo la. malaz ar."
...yesterdae...
...nadia's weddyn...
met Ain, Shamima (giler) & khatija.
saw Nuriyah, Sakeena, Suria & her son,
khoirul, adiyanto, saiful, faizul & elly.
saw de bride & groom *bersanding*
wana snap some pic but malu...
pasal tkder idong. LOLX.
den truz lepak2 @ tanglin halt...
i MISSSSSSHHHHHHH my hometown !!!
so farken DIFFERENT siakkkk....haiz.
den took cab malaz peh pasal...
headed to vivo lepak wif de FM peepz...





& u make my dae...
thanks fer puttyn a smile on my face.
kalao hari2 mcm gini kan baguz.
masuk jer tegor...
tegor jer masuk...
Indah terasa bila cinta tercipta
Memadu kasih janji bersama
bersama-sama melafaz kata cinta
Gurau senda dan tawa berdua
Tapi kini semuanya kenangan
Kau pergi tanpa pesan
Mana janjimu yang kau lafazkan dulu
Hidup dan matimu bersamaku
Rela kau pergi walau hati ini disakiti
Biarkanlah aku sendiri
Airmata menjadi penawar
Akan ku simpan jadi kenangan..
Pergilah kasih...pergilah sayang...
Tinggalkan aku..
Biarkan saja kenangan lalu
Antara kau dan aku
Pergilah sayang
sleepyhead...
nytes world...
************
listenyn to:
kukatakan dgn indah - peterpan
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:19 PM
im juz feelyn sucha freakz.
thanks for the memories.
ouch. sooo sweet...
& u touches my heart.
im gone away.
& i mean it.
dun miss me. :]
************
listenin to:
Ella & Korie - Pergilah kasih pergilah sayang
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:26 AM
i've been shortlisted.
thank god. amin shukur.
errr duno i shud be happy or wad.
& so life starts to change. :]
kind of moronic retard...
argue/fight with KIDZ
im laughyn my arse off...
while chewin some snackz...
watchyn they fightyn. LOLX.
wadevo it is...
juz sae wadevo ew wanna sae abt PG.
i juz dun give a farken damnz.
...* wadevolargh,tak heran. *...
btw...jgn main ngan sumpah...
takot termkn diri sendiri. :]
mane yg kenal pg...
ew shud noe my head...
mane yg tk kenal...
up to dem nk anggap pg cam mane.
1 more month left...
i missssssssss my farken ROOM!
it has been 2 years...
oh how i miss those stuffz...
moving out! moving out! moving out!
no more pleassssssssssssseeeee...
it's so damn farken HURT... :(
can i dun loike him anymore?
it sounds so de merepek.
distractyn la seiii. waduh.
i'm askyn my heart...& it say's:
" forget it... "
avoid! avoid! avoid!
i duno wadz my fault in de 1st place.
& i wana runaway from everyone.
if dat makez them happy.
& i mean for good. :]
i miss de tyme of me being a nobody.
i really miss it.
************
listenyn to:
rimas - fabulous cats
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
7:01 PM
wokeup @ 1030...
lazying around till 11...
get cleaned up & wadevo shyt.
fer de 1st tyme, get myself prepared.
ahaks. siakenz. i went thru...
every each module subject.
& phark it! 4gotten some modules
on wad de phark it is about.
if they were to ask...wadz de diff
between biz environment & international biz.
i will juz go DUMB.
butttttttttttttttttt...
thank god they didn't ask. :]
it was fine. great. nicex. frenly.
& my mind went retard...
wen they questioned me on:
"Tell me more about yourself."
i was loike...wtf. damnz...
was about to choking up la ryt.
i went blank for few sec and...
ellaborate more on *fresh gradute* bla3x.
yeah i noe wad de fark la kannn...haiz!
again...they will call me.
...* waityn *...
i juz duno how to describe myself. :(
besides...paranoia paranoia paranoia!
...* sucha freaka *...
plaaaaaabutoooooooooooooooo!!!
PMS laaaaaaaa PANTATTTTTTT!!!
i juz dun have de pharken mood.
dun wana create a scene wif a *newbie*.
btw...kalao ade konek or puki...
bebual or kutuk orang depan2 ar...
tak payah nak sembunyik2...:]
baru kene skit da leh ckp ingt sampai mati!
bawak ar semuer masuk dlm KUBO
bile kao da mati okay. :]
tk tao citer troz bebual konek.
da sah perangai nonok.
aiyamaaa tala sunat punyia olang! :X
ooooppppz sesape terase...
pls terase pedas okae. :]
tk suker ckp jer tk suke ar.
TAK HERAN ar. aku leh kuarghhhhhhhhhhhh
puki kau banyak besar per
nak bebual konek kat main!
@ least ku sedar...
im not hotstuffz...
...* saturdae *...
nana peh burpdae la seiii...feeewit.
HAPPY sweet 18th BURPDAE...
to NANABAMBAM !!!....
mwakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkz!
& so i got up at 7 or 8 like that...
prepare stuff...goreng goreng... :]
thanks IBU for helpyn me. mwakz.
everytyn's done and took a nap. hehe.
& around 1 plus they came.
took cab to sbwg park & reach around 2.
too bad it rained... :(
but after awhile the weather was fine.
great...its windy. love it... :]
& so we lepak2 mkn2 cam-whoryn lompat2
hehe. i loike. :D
&&& de best part...randy start teka-teki.
& so we laugh our arse off...
ketawer macam orang giler...
orang giler pon tk ketawer mcm kite. :]
den came eton wif de cake.
came adekOpick wif de gang.
& came banji wif his funny crapz. :]
BANJI PUKUL AKU !!!!!
SAKIT LA PANTATTTTTTTTT !!!!!!
& we sang burpdae song...
distributyn pieces of cake
& cholet2 pat muker nana. :]
around 10...da penat...
kiter balik naik cab.


wadevo it is...
a big THANKS to those peepz...
make everytyn HAPPENYN !!!
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP ew all MANY MANY MANY.
Ami Nyek An JJ Randy Royal PontiAnakRock
Eton Opick Bunn Asuka Kaze and Banji...
thanks fer coming. :]
i miss the tymes of me...
being sucha nobody...
rather than being hated & avoided.
& i set myself busy...
juz to avoid ew...
distractyn siakkk...
& dat biawak...
THANKS fer SHUTTYN up. :]
darghlargh malaz nk pk apaper.
i've been hated.
i've been rejected.
& i've been sucha big farken LOSER.
thanks for reminding me of who i am.
************
listenyn to:
nobody's home - avril lavigne
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:43 PM
how many days should i count?
how long should i wait?
how far should i reach?
oh how i hate this life.
wad an endlessly waits.
okay mondae. *crossyn my finger.*
this part suppose to be
the place im ventyn out my anger!
KNNBCCB!!!!
kepale kerbau tul lah!
ok im done.
can we get it done or sumtyn?
erase my worries somebody pls.
i hate this feelyn.
i can't wait fer tommorow.
meetyn my sayangz ... :]
cam- whoryn !!!.
k ku lost.
Lari lari aku
lari tinggalkan semua ini...
Tuk mencari...
Untuk mencari, ketenangan
Aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi..kini ku pergi
Tinggalkan mu sendiri...
~ rimas - de fabulous cat. ~
ku pening. :X
************
listenyn to:
rimas - de fabulous cat.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:08 PM
& i felt as if...
de world collapsed on me.
im prayin & studyin real hard.
becoz of ew.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
7:55 PM
i can't sleep.
i feel bad.
he called me & i get pissed off.
muthafarker !!!
perangai samer mcm BABI.
babi pon tkder perangai mcm dier!
& i hanged up ur call b4 u say gdbye.
amekko obat. babi!
...* wadevolargh *...
i felt useless...
yah as if u farken care!
if ony i could vomit out my anger!
if ony i could spit out those vulgar!
& if ony i could shout as loud as i can!
no one can hear & no one know.
coz no one evo does!
de greatest mistake i evo done.
playin some pretendyn game.
it was sooo much fun...
until i can't resist...
to fall in love with u.
im sooo afraid of hurtyn u.
they told me abt theirs.
& i told them abt mine.
i am so farken afraid to tell u.
...* silence is golden *...
can sumbody juz farken tell me
wad de fark is goin on???...LOST!
i duno wad went wrong...
& im not gonna utter any werds!
& i cry listenyn to those sad songs
dat makes me thinkyn of you.
to describe me...
i spell bodoh ( wif an uppercase! )
i juz felt stewpid w/o goin skool.
************
listenyn to:
let there be love - oasis
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
4:21 AM
da mcm malas nak masok fm.
saper sakkk yg fanatic?
B O D O H. read my typyn la OI.
aku dulu baru2 masok fm pon
tk mcm gini sakkkkk.
mane puki nyer step fanatic jerrr.
& sucha kentalan freakz cloning org.
btw itz easy to say sorie.
saying sowie tk dpt kasi alek
MARUAH orang.
i miss her FM. & u spoilt my mood.
btw thanks alot to DJ JJ.
u're de best. GREAT. :]
aku chat pon tk sampai nak sebut
nick orang laen sakkkk.
there's limitation by de wae.
step many nyer besar jerrr. puikz!
nak step manenyer samseng fm.
KENTALAN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
zaman aper sakkk nak gangster!
...* wadevo! *...
Happy 21st Burpdae to de twinx.
we had lunch @ Secret recipe, Marina.
& remind me 4 more mths 2 go. hahas.
ok dats fast, bluekz.
& de world is laughyn out loud @ me.
how i wish im a guy. :(
tooo bad. im not.
& u make me cry.
like...finally.
************
listenin to:
rimas - fabulous cat
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
3:50 PM
omg omg omg omg omg!
& u called me . . .
wen i juz pharken awake.
suare ako da mcm aper.
siak siak siak.
fonesek? tk dpt la siakkk.
ahakz. dasar lu. LOLX
& my dad finds trouble with me.
i hate ew even MORE.
yesterdae met nyek.
for de walk-in interview.
@ Raffles Hospital.
juz try some luck la ryt. :]
& we had a great chat.
tired la seiii layan dier. ahaks.
& she kips on laughyn...
her laughter can make me laugh la.
went into this restaurant's ladies.
intercontinential (i think so la.)
lurve de ladies coz not many ppl.
&&& dat nyonya in de toylert...
really makes me laugh till no sound.
nyonya bontot no go skool.
she lettyn go some gas in de toylert.
& dats damn LOUD la kannn. ahakz.
dennn we cam-whoryn.
in de train... dreamyn. tired la seii.
nak kuargh agikkkk. :]
im tired. da penattttt....
wadevo la enhhhhhhhhhh....
& it really makes me headache.
to dat biaWAK...
stop disturb my pharken life la.
to dat yesterdae dektuhhh...
wadevo laaaaa.
da penat nak rinfindufu.
ako GEMOK & BODOH tu pasal largh!!!
aah ako shiok sendri. :(
thanks fer makyn me giler.
juz wana shout out LOUD!
AKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MAAAAAAAAALAAAAAAAAAAAAAS
ok best.
wadevo shit happenz...
life goes on...
YES! im moving ahead wif my life.
& i keep those memories wif ew.
trying not to remember. :]
************
listenin to:
goyang dombret - inul
(yah dangdut...so?)
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:33 PM
i feel lyk a farken shytz todae.
G R E A T.
de dae b4 todae.
met wif de fm peepz again.
ami nana PG w/o nyek. :(
DK an healmykeal & eton!. :]
went to dee's open house.
kechoh kechoh kechoh . . .
den to kak ayu's wif memo & affad.
& followed to ibu's place.
(seriously ako malu...
tk knal ni duer rumah. :]
aah la ako budak baru perrr. :X)






siak siak.
1st tyme otp.
horny bastard siolll.
tk boley angkat siakkk.
peh puki nyerrr budakkk.
laughyn my farken arse la can?
i can't 4get about it la siakkk.
andai ku tahu. . .
************
listenin to:
andai ku tahu - ungu
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:45 PM
& i slack my whole entire life.
...again...
i wana change my damn farken life.
can? . . .
wadevo shitz i want...
i don't get it...
wadevo shitz i don't want...
i get it...
totally piss me off.
stop farken stressyn me up can?
they treated me as if...
im de ony farken child?
ingat ako aper?
sumtymes i feel...
the world's on my shoulder...
everyone's leaning on me.
so muthafark wad...
i obtained a farken cert?
which makes me lost...
in my own farken world.
de one i lyk...
makes me lost...
de one i don't lyk...
makes me guilty...
i don't understand largh!
dun make me hate u can?
apakah upaya
diriku wanita
& yang tinggal kini
kedukaan...
tak akan ku jadi
pengemis cintamu
akan kubuktikan
kepadamu...
~pengemis cinta - ella~
im lost...
& i felt...
being rejected. :(
guess u're ryt dear...
i AM blind. X(
************
listening to:
dealova - once
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:23 PM
