alot of fuckin things happen...
u noe...who else...could it b...
none oter den de..."BITCHEZ"...
lyk 2 point out our wrongs...
as if dey r olwez ritez...
wadevo dey said is true...
&...wadevo i said is wrong...
i juz dun fuckin b debother dem...
dey can fuck-off...
olwez wana b de 1st...
&...olwez wana b de winner...
u win & can get fuck-out of here...
i noe who i am...yeah...
i will olwez b de..."LOZAR"...
u get wad u wan...but cant u juz...
leave me alone...???...
i need sum fuckin "PEACE"...
y dey olwez make my life miserable?...
juz dun bother me...& YES...!
i do got big fuckin "PROBLEM"...
so y do u care so much...
since de problem...
is came from "u"...
dey juz dun get it...
i've got nothin 2 sae...
dey got no idea...
i choose 2 keep my "MOUTH-SHUT"...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
12:28 PM
LP...my december is my choice...
1st of all...tiz time my post...
is wad i really mean it...
juz came back from hell skool...
guess wad???...
tiz is de ony best words 2 describe 'dem'
..."bitchez wil 4evo b a 'BITCHEZ'...
...dey cant b anything else..."
..."fuckerz wil olwez b a 'FUCKERZ'...
...& dey olwez act..."
..."bastards wil 4evo b a 'BASTARDS'...
...& i really do h8 dem well..."
i neva even sae a word...
or even hurt dem...
but y dey find me lyk...
fuckin shit???...
therz nothing wrong wif us...
we r not de 1 start 'it'...
i juz cant stand her
stewpid fuckin mouth...
oh GOD...y u meetin me up...
wif tiz kind of fuckin peepz???...
i noe anything dat happenz...
it is written...
&...who am i 2 change it ryt???...
& if it is written 4 me 2 leave...
i will choose 2 die...
den livin in tiz hell life of mine...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
3:59 AM
i dun wan 2 live anymore...
&...enuff of it...
y muz i live...
to encounter such scene???...
my life...is more worse den hell...
fuck lah...die...is de ony wae out...
i noe it's a sin...but...
dun shock if u found me dead 1 dae...
im juz a lozer...freaky loser...shit...
im juz sick & tired wif skoolz now...
project here...project ther...
go & die lah...
...mondae...
projek idea presentation...
idea oso need to present...
so marfan...everytime...
i olwez think of quittin skool...
but...wen i think again & again...
i feel lyk its a waste of time...
i think i haf chosen...
de wrong course...but den...
no use regrettin now...idiot...
i juz feel so fuckin stupid ryt now...
freaky loser...i noe im stupid...
but if i clever oso...
i dun act lyk sum pple...
can ask dem to fuck off...
stupid bastard...muthafuck...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
12:55 AM
past few dayz fought wif my sis...
dun ask y...juz dat...
its de normal thing happen...
in my fuckin hell life...omg...
i feel so fuck'd up now man...
damn it...shit...wadehell...
juz feel lyk wana
end my life ryt now...
cuz...i cant take it any longer
...u noe...
god...u can take my life now if
...u wan to...
i really cant take it...
or even to live anoter dae...fuck lar...
bingit sey...kalinabo betul lar...
i wana quit skool...
but...haiz...scared my mum...
i juz dun wana disappoint
my mum & my brader...
aiyeeeeeee...i cant stand it lar...
my studies becumin from
bad to worse man...
god...wad happen 2 meeee????...
im not being myself nowadaez...
i feel so damn fuckin diffren...
wad i wan is...
i juz wan my life back...
izit hard...???...
im no longer de "norlizan" u noe b4...
paisey ar if i treat
sum of my frenz...diffren...
sumtin is not ryt to me now...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
2:50 PM
got no where 2 run...
2 my heart...
can no longer take tiz pain...
can no longer sleep @ nite...
& i dun wana live anoter dae...
im sick of tiz life...
can't stand it oredy...
how could tiz happen 2 me...
ol de tyme...
i look away den look back @ u...
i dun wana fall in pieces...
juz wana sit & stare @ u...
i dun wana talk bout it...
cuz its between me & u...
i dun wana conversation...
juz wana cry infront of u...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:55 AM
im trying 2 find de cause...
but it seemz too complicated...
i h8 de wae it is...
i h8 wearin a mask...
i h8 livin in de world
wif full of lies...
u absolutely got no idea...
im not being myself ryt now...
y dey should treat us tiz wae...???
...i juz dun understand y...
de best wae 4 me...is
juz 2 keep my mouth shud...
im not goin 2 sae anything...
& juz staring...findin de reason...y...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:56 AM
