Out of all the content moments
this particular human will forever
spoil my day or week i should say.
an uppercase wif heading of 1...
...* FUCK *...
they just won't happy for a moment
when i felt a'lil bit of content.
fark da free world!
tell me...
anak mane yang tak sedih...
kalo dia mementingkan...
anak orang lain?...
diorang pon ader mak bapak aper?
though we're leading a shitful life
doesn't mean we need to
clean their shitz & treated lyka maid!
orang gaji pon dapat gaji every month.
life too pathetic to be defined...
K.N.N.B.C.C.B...
big farkin spoiler...
spoil my damn farkin mood...
wadz with those smile of urs?
why i laughing at?
stop those looks...
married with 2 lil totz?
oh-mai-gawd...
tell me itz juz a crap!
do i look like mixed?
yah i guess...
there's mixed blood of...
javanese...bugis...malay...
...* JavaGisMa *...
gimme those happy moments back!
& let me lost in my own world
...again...
************
listenin to:
i write sins not tragedy - panic! at da disco
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
6:26 PM
wanna jump around...
like nobody's biz lidat...
reason 1...
TODAY IS FRIDAE !!!
I LOVE EVERY FRIDAE !!!
reason 2...
here comes da'week end !!!
Really need 100% charge of rest
reason 3...
ouch...i took pix wif him!
they forcing me to take pix wif him...
& i keepon paisey-in...dun wan dun wan...
& K.T. stil can intro me to him...
"eh fairuz come...here new staff...
her name is ezan..."
kao...by dat tyme i already cover my face
with those paper works... -.- ...
& he say...
"yah, yesterdae met her already..."
& i got ask him bout da *mat yoyo* thingy
while controlling not to laugh...
he said he juz da extra dancer @ da back...
i was like... okay...orh...lolx...
he already wanted to go off...
& i shout ryt in da middle of da office...
"chris! chris! i want take pix wif him"
LOLX sak ar... now everybody laugh @ me...
& ARON is lyk one idiot...
"eh fairuz...put hand on da shoulder la"
tiz one anoter retard!...
wads more for me to sae sey?...
bingit! paisey giler nak mampoz sey!
he betta send me those pix...
if he doesn't want my legs,
to kick on his arse.
Johan's laz dae todae...
dat-i-duno-ang moh-or-malay-cadet...
& new chinese cadet come over to replace him.
da'new a/c temp chinese guy is a retard!
he bought 1 nasi lemak & 1 fried mee siam
OMG he's human or wad?
even aron doesn't eat until lidat. LOLX.
gosh...i start to fall in love
wif this werk place....hehe...
reason 4...
get to download gwen new songs!
got addicted to *da sweet escape*
reason 5...
itz end of da month!!!
my very 1st pay...in sfc...
i will be damn broke
if there isn't any bux in dat a/c...
If I could escape
& re-create a place in my own world
& I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape...
************
listenin to:
da'sweet escape - gwen stefani
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:38 PM
guess what???...
got back my MP3!!!
yeay...thanks to da'twinx.
werkyn life...
yupz...after 3 dayz...
done with celine's stuffz...
they keep on askin me to rest 5 mins
for my eyes...lolx...how nice.
but i want 1 hour instead. can?...LOL
i dun wana go werk tmr...
all becoz of that fairuz actor.
now colleagues all like wan sabo me.
especially K.T. dat sarcastic HR...
an amanda finds me cute...LOLx...wth...
didn't know he's one of da cadet @ SFC sey.
waliao...no wonder ARON so excited &
keeps on tellin me bout tiz dude.
his info also wrong...
he is *aksi mat yoyo* actor... -.-
ya...which one? he become one of da cat izit?
i wil laugh my arse off la can?...hahah...
and askin me to ask for an autograph
for wad? might as well take pic wif him.
i was damn sleepy...
it was like 10 plus lidat...
some went stock-checking...
so left mei hwa, me, amanda & michelle.
den suddenly tiz dude...
stand ryt in da middle of da office & sae...
"hey i'm back from jandakot"...
& my reaction was... -.- zzzZZZZ... u noe.
cuz i didnt see him clearly. juz a glance.
den when he walk past me...
HALAMAK MAK DATUK....
HANDSOME SIOL...
suddenly i cant focus to do my work sey...
den i turn and tell michelle...
"eh how i can't do work oredy"
she panic...den i explain all to her bout him.
den i fanning myself LOLX...feels HOT la.
den amanda called him...damn it la...
"eh handsome! handsome!"
halamak tiz one another one...
call him handsome...paisey siol...
den sae..."u r an actor ryt?"
"she wans an autograph from u..."
mak kao she very direct sey...
so i juz sae...
"eh no la...eh paisey ar...i dun wan la"
& guess wad he sae...
"oh dats laz tyme...i used to be now no more"
den smile charmingly...
mak kao...im meltin already...haiz...
if he were to station & werk here...
i duno how i would be able to focus sey.
siol la mamat nie...
i would stil prefer ARON to him...LOLx...
tmr he comes again...
damn la...tell me where i shud hide?
i will be dead tmr...
so tired...
nitex pple...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:19 PM
bro's engagement !!!
my aunt, nurul, sis & me...
stay up til 4AM
wrapping up stuffz & gifts
body shop gifts done by me. hehx.
sweets & chocs by sis...
fruits by aunt...&
decorations done by all of us.
how great was that...
slept for 4 hours ++...
help with the food stuffz...
& its 11 AM !!!
ready to collect da'CAKE !!!...
met da twinx...& bro came along.
take cab home...
da twinx became center of attraction...
got interview by everyone... -.-
enuff said...
here's da'stuffz for da gal's side...

...i love it...da'cake from me...
...done by me...
...done by sis...
...done by sis...
...da'place for the lord of da'ring...
...da'ring...
...this is called bunga rampai...
...my bro is officially attached...
some of da'stuffz for da boi'z side...
...da cake...too nice to eat...
...da chocz...
..da cupcakez...
...da fruit puffz...
no we dun haf champaigne to end da dae...
CONGRATS TO...
SITI HASZILAH & MUHD NORFAIZAL...
so who's next???
sis it's ur turn...muahaha...
& im still waiting for da...
21st burpdae expired pix...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:03 PM
yeay today is friday !!!
here comes da week end !!!
10 more week to go ... hehe.
i really feel like having
attachment here...haiz.
but not that bad...
i learnt lotsa stuffz...
i need more tops !!!
another bottoms will do.
i feel lyk wearin da same thing
...* everydae *...
bro's big day is coming !!!
i juz hope things goin on as planned.
amin.
i juz nid to shout out this...
farkin hate living at people's place
farkin hate wen BITCHEZ start to
make u feel lyka LOSER...
venting out...
like no other place...
who's there to listen...
as if there's sum1 want to know.
guess those tears help to wash away
all those shitty stuffz...
da only place...
i could vent out at...
da only one...
i would feel easy to share wif...
though u can't talk...
u know wadevo shitz stuff
i went thru...
(rap tiz up)...
u can call me an asshole...(im glad)
if it makes u happy...
jealous wif my asshole...(wad a fag)
cuz i noe u dun haf any...
HAHA LOSER...
hate me?...LEAVE!
hurt me?...used to it!
praise me or insult me?
u duno wads goin on...
...life suckz...
c mine before u sae urs
lotsa things to settle down...
from where should i start?
too paranoid...juz feels wana be alone.
sumtymez...sumwhere...
i'll juz off my hp...
and no one will disturb me...
& in da end i wud feel...
...* guilty & irritated *...
coz nid to return calls & sms's... -.-
take me to a place
where nobody knows
who am i...
miss my MP3...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:42 PM
i've posted sucha long entry.
everything's gone when i click published
thanks to my galfrens...
thanks to frens who wish me...
verrry much appreciate wif dat lil
sms's & testis...loveyall...
...Happy birthday 2 me...
like da twinx said...
itz juz another year older.
i feel nothing.
YES rina can watch R21 wif ya.
-.- WADEVO!...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:59 PM
yeay! it's fridae!!!
i love fridae...
here comes da'week end...
werkyn life...
pretty good...not that bad.
know this cadet (aron) ...under celine.
kindof fool...so funny...
colleagues havin confusion
in pronouncing his name. LOLX.
before she gave him some stuff,
he told me he go off...
while she's havin meetin. wadevo...
paperwork makes me more krazy...
since i love flipping pages...
everyone's gone to meeting...
so i have to answer calls...
damn...i was hoping no calls...
then suddenly da'phone rang...damn la can.
make me so kanchiong...
it's for shah...duno whoevo...
i think it took me 5 sec
to find his extension...
den he's like goons lidat...
say..."huh?"...so i have to like repeat twice
...*there's a call for you on line 3*...
i wonder how my voice dat time...haiz
11 more weeks to go...
i feel like havin an attachment here.
SCS was like an IT attachment...
& now it's like having a biz attachment.
hahar...wadevo!
i think biz attachment is worth it...
earn lika a thousandz bux...
family...
bro got a job...starbucks manager.
f/t i mean...CONGRATS bro...
he wanted to continue his diploma cert...
& takes p/t job at da same time...wow...
all da wae bro...god bless you...
been 2 weeks sis overnite @ his house...
I AM SOO DAMN HAPPY LAH !!!
mum & dad...still da same...
oh yah i gave nurul a purple bangle
for her 11th b'dae laz sat...hehe
she likes it...
damn la can...sumbody turnin 21 soon...
it's like only yesterday im 18 lidat.
btw do i look like im in da 20's?
lolx...young @ hearts. yeargh!
teevee...
prison break is back!
i missed danielle, gol&gincu & most imptly
DANCE FLOOR...haiz...haiz...haiz...
they are dancing retro 70's sey...aaargh.
all because of my lazyness to watch due to
lack of sleeping & needs to wakeup in da mornin!
frens...
i miss da'twinx...
i miss nozie-kee-shrlene...&
i miss teja & sham...
i don't have lotsa close frens...
hehe...
da'week end...
i've got nothing to say...
i still the same okay...
nOrLiZaN -> FrEaKa...
i noe da 3 ladies got sumtyn...
make me so nervous...aaaaargh
....* paranoid *...
guess i need some sleep...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:44 PM
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH...
i wana go again!!!
haunted...
ok la not bad la...scarrrryyy.
we are like...nothing...
revolution...(MUST try)
OMG...turn here,there,upside down...
we've been tossing around...
screamin & shoutin lyk wad.
den come out...hahaha headache...
happening !!!
rainbow...
haha not bad not bad...
went 2 round for dat...
& i was wondering
y nozie didn't move @ all!
both round it was like...
im da only moving left & right.
think she using super elephant glue. LOLx
wild & wet...
YEARGH...we really get wet!
basah kuyup si...(drenched)
before da slope...we were singing
merepek song...hahaha...
lunch...
hotdog & large ice tea...
bk so limited & xyz...
especially to those love racing!
daytona...(MUST MUST MUST try)
AAAAARGH...
i get addicted to this!!!
we tried da beginner...
nozie drive...ok la not bad.
den we tried da single...
ekhemmm...i was quite scared.
den we really drive it...
i was like OMG !!!
like playin at da arcade
i speed up & overtake nozie...
LOL...we tried twice but datz not enuff
fliperrr...
yeah VERY da aggresive
we juz aaah aah aah...
in a low voice...w/o shoutin!
HAHAHAH...
think get used to it...
revolution stil the most AGGRESIVE.
pirateship...(MUST MUST try)
we wanted to sit on da 2nd laz...
end up sitting at da laz sit...
sooo...VERY DA HAPPENING!!!
our heart like really left behind...
daytona! daytona!...
we drive again to end da dae @ escape.
eksen feelin tokio drip konon. lolx
shouting out loud...
ANYBODY WANTS TO GO ESCAPE????
TELL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn...
really wanted to go ESCAPE wif
kee & shrlene !!!...
confirm happening!!!
den we 4 can race together hehe...
looking forward...
ok enuff...
i send my resume on thursdae nite...
& she called me da next morning.
i was like still in my dreamland la.
she called me when i was in da train otw.
she really shocked me & make me kanchiong.
I was really wanted this position
coz i wanted the experience..
but guess they only need me in few months.
1st dae...ok la not bad.
da college doesn't met my expection.
students are just like less than 50...
colleagues are nice...
im workin as account assistant.
yeah...juz tryin something. hehe...
hope they can endure on me...
coz i like to ask questions...& i mean alot!
hope things doin fine...
HATE 1st dae...4evo.
i feel so DUMB la...
i really came @ around 745...
to take da shuttle bus...
den neva c...TOOPID!
i called chris...she sae nvm take cab.
peak hour where got cab?
some more da place very the secluded.
c many army guys...so paisey...cheh.
den in da end...took 103...
da apek asked to alight...
den duno wan go where...
ask da abang army on duty...
fulamak kiot sey...nvm my face maintain
den guess wad?
i walk all da wae to S'pore Flying College.
dun make me excited for nothing can?
again & again & again...
dead beat...im goin to sleep.
take care people...
can u believe it?
i didn't listen to music for a week?
omg...feel so DEAD !!!
i wan my mp3 back! sobzzz
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:17 PM
Internet at home is back...
And I feel lyk wana banged da'MP3.
& wana punch this lappy screen coz
need to re-type again...
I've been typing sucha long post &
it's gone...whole screen went blank.
-.-
After IPP...
It's been 2 weeks of so-called-breakZ.
We are like tourist...
touring around Singapore.
More places to go...!!!
Singapore is limited.
Every corner we go...
will meet people that we know.
Looking forward to ESCAPE!!!
Guess I need to find some jobs.
Accountant or Event Planner?...
hmmm...anyone got lobang?...
I dun care...as long i get some bux.
& not really 100% needs java-coding.
Thanks & really much appreciate that.
When it comes in finding jobs...
I hate da feeling of being rejected &
tired of being hired & fired da same dae.
Feel kind of a total idiot & a BIG fool!
...experienced...chinese-speaking...
Dun blame me if I turned RACIST one dae.
It's a FACT...
Found an Engagement Cake.
Hope they like it!
Quite ex but for u bro.
Anything for you...hehe.
It will be in 2 weeks time.
Don't know what's wrong with sis.
Going retard as days goes by.
Becoz of my one stewpid skirt,
showing some kiddy attitude...
You got some bling bling...
& why don't you buy some?... -.-
Her belly is exploding anytime soon.
She's lyk'a POT calling da Kettle blacque.
I was like...OMG...r u expecting or sumtyn?
At least I know how to hide mine. HAHA...
No more scary nitemares...
No more racist people...
Saying each other a goodbye...
No more calling names to whoever...
2 and a half years...
shall call it a place where I...
laugh...cry...dreamin...yawnin...sleepin
burpin...fartin...shittin...swearin
misundestandin...& most of all...
...had few crushes...
And me... I still feel the same...
Simply feels nothing.
Though I do remember those fond memories.
& smile to myself to feel...
how stewpid I was to do such STEWPID things.
... It's O-V-E-R ...
Guess...I need to erase bit by bit.
Could I? ...At least I tried...
I was out of my mind.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:59 PM
