didn't go to werk.
...* P-E-R-I-O-D! *...
hate those crampz...
tried to force myself to get up,
it juz killin me...
now im bored to death @ home.
temper of a PISCES.
(FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20)
The only thing that can be said
about you dreamers is that
appear even more attractive when angry.
You are very sensitive
to others’ feelings,
so you rarely hurt them.
But when others tend to hurt you,
then things take a nasty turn.
You will yell and use harsh words
and feel inclined to shake
everything and everyone up.
Your creative imagination
is at its best when angry,
and you tend to get pretty dramatic.
When upset, refuse to listen to reason
and wish to be left alone.
But once you calm down,
you repent your tantrums
and seek forgiveness.
SO nobody can be upset with you
for too long.
oh-mai-gawd...
this is sooo TRUE man.
i am wad is mostly stated above.
& laughin my arse off when it says
"Your creative imagination
is at its best when angry,
and you tend to get pretty dramatic."
...muahahahaahahah...
u c...i don't like to hurt pple!
& iam VERY vulgar wen im angry!
Received THIS letter after been
waitin sooo LONG...
With the record number we recieved this year, competition for limited places has been very strong.
We have reviewed your application thoroughly but regret to inform you that you have not been successful in your application.
We assure you that the University Selection Committee had considered your application to the fullest extent before arriving at this difficult decision.
yah right!...im fine...absolutely.
here comes the bad & good things.
FIRSTLY...
da bad thing...didn't get to U...
da GOOD thing...NO MORE STUDIES!!!
SECONDLY...
da bad thing...needs to find some job...
da GOOD thing...enjoyin life & BLING BLING
u c life isn't dat bad afterall
there are pros & the cons u noe...
so why da phark i shud b sad ryt?
at least i tried & done da best i cud...
life goes on...
guess maybe itz written for me...
in not to experience what i had previously
and i mean *again*...
no more "hate-1st-day-of-skewl!" LOLX.
itz been 2 month...
guess u're doin fine...
questioned me about wadz next...
i will juz go DUMB...
************
listenin to:
what i've done - linkin park
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
4:00 PM
todae is my FRIDAE okay.
they are so pharkin annoyin la siol!
pharkin racist...irritatyn!
had an outyn & i didnt noe anytyn!
how excityn dat can be lah ryt???...
& datz they call it *class gatheryn*!
omg im laughyn my pharkyn arse off la!
everyone is juz pretendyn...DAMNZ...
like one big fark ryt???...now den i noe.
...* BEING USED *...
thankz...& i mean ALOT!!!
feel so stewpid whenevo thinkin abt it
they are SUPER DUPER artificial sia...
3 yrs gone & yeargh im damn happy
gettyn out from the stewpid nitemares!
givin an escuses i've changed number.
juz simply irritatyn la can?
as if i didn't online every nyte lidat!
enuff wif those crapz!
so do i REALLY miss anyone?
can be counted with fingers!
did anyone miss me?
SIMPLY NONE AT ALL!
thats pharkyn life i can sae.
spoilyn my damn pharkyn MOOD sia!
todae is FRIDAE!!!
supposed to be my happy day la ryt?
i did! i felt da happiness in da office!
here comes da weeeeeek eeeeeeend!!!
shop shop shop! movie movie movie!
chocz chocz choz!!! chocoholicz!!!
all good things come to an end!
having an imagination...
of being stuck ryt in da middle
of da ocean wif him, his fren & my gal.
isn't that great???
spendyn tyme wif one another...LOLX!
my imagination juz went wrong lah!
i duno wad will happen...
if itz really do happen...LOLX
im not a spy like someone said...
im juz cautious & concern on someone.
i don't peep but i scanning through!
life will be so DUMB if live lyk a robot
correct me if im wrong!
im not clever doesn't mean im stewpid.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:07 PM
we msn-ing at our werk place!
can you believe it?
gosh... alex da super lame...
& julia da super blur queen...
how we laugh lyk hell
when K T was sneezyn so LOUD!
i was really laughyn my arse off!
kind of slack ar todae...DUNO WHY.
LOVE seatyn @ AMANDA's werkspace.
feel like i own them...hehe...
but seatyn @ CELINE's werkspace...
could feel the stressness...hahar...
VINA's...gosh i love it too...
...* center of attraction *...
once shout, the whole office cud hear!
and VINA is a loudspeaker in da office.
damnz...really can't keep secret with!
LP releasing new ALBUM!!!
I LOVE *WHAT I'VE DONE*!!!
& i feel their sonkz kind of METAL...
i like! i like! i like!...
i wonder how it feels...
to be different from me.
are we the same?
2 more dayz...YAWNZ.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:00 PM
as quoted by qi...
"there's da star,da moon & donut!"
she damn funny la can...HAHAHA!...
We bought Donut Factory!!!
like *FINALLY*...
Say no more... here it goes...
a dozen of DONUT 4 da 3 of us!
let's have a CLOSER look!!!
Click the pic to enlarge...
According to the sequence we ate...
...* glazed *...
...* Apple Cinnamon *...
...* Hazelnut Milk Chocolate*...
...* Kaya White Chocolate *...
...* Blueberry Glazed *...
...* Peanut Butter Glazed *...
...* Strawberry White Chocolate *...
...* Orange White Chocolate *...
...* Peanut Dark Chocolate *...
...* Lotus Mocha *...
...* White Strawberry Heart *...
...* Double Chocolate *...
i dun care i wan buy again!
it took 1 1/2 hour to eat all THIS!
meaning we Q for that LONG tyme...
but itz worth it...hehe
catch them PEOPLE!!!...
they come with 15 flavours...
however these 3 is not listed above
Go to www.donutfactory.com.sg
for more info...
but the website...ermmm, u juz go!
6 week left...
...YAWNZ...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:20 PM
That's it...
i dun have any GUTS to do that...
coz of da werd *PAISEY*...
so here it goes...
...i love da packagyn...
...cloze up...
...foursome...
...gave 1 to mom so i got 3...
...gosh, sooo gorgeous!...
cloze up! cloze up!...
sooo pharkyn nice la kan...
im gonna keep it!...
i bought myself an MP4!!!
like FINALLY...
bloody cheap la siol...
& we had donut factory...
gosh they are sooo nicez man.
we are full of happiness sey.
gona post da 12 donutz on next entry.
im gona 4get about it....
im gona 4get about it....
im gona 4get about it....
im gona 4get about it....
im gona 4get about it....
sobzzz...i can't...
*if only i could turn back tyme*
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:00 PM
my immortal - evanesence
missing - evanescence
tomorrow - avril lavigne
take me away - avril lavigne
u won't cry for my absence, i know...
u forgot me long ago...
am i that unimportant...?
am i so insignificant...?
breathe deep & cry out...
& if i bleed, i'll bleed,
knowing u don't care...
& if i sleep just to dream of u,
i'll wake without u there...
is sumtyn botherin me???...
im sooo tired of being here...
itz AARON's last dae todae...
goodbye aaron...all da best dude!!!
ferrero rocher...
is stil wif me.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
7:49 PM
tmr is fridae...
but...but...but...
urgh...wads in de world
happening to me sey...
paranoia! paranoia! paranoia!
i've DONE sumtyn *S-T-E-W-P-I-D*!
...LYK USUAL...
*I PHARKEN HATE MYSELF 4 WAD I'VE DONE*!
itz damn annoyin man...
...* WHY ??? *...
C. B. Bo Lan C. laaaaa...
...* pharken pissed off *...
im gettyn outta here!
it'z paranoing u noe...
************
listenin to:
i write sins not tragedies - panic! at de disco
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:38 PM
he's trying to scare me...
yah like real la kan !!!
uuuuh soooo scarrryyy ...
...* wadevo *...
i've been bloggyn for 3 years!
nothing happened pon. aper jer!
he talks ALOT!
i pharkin hate him.
wadevo he says is true...
sooo glad that he knows.
he speaks doesn't use his brain.
just pharkin shut up la arse-hole!
explaining wrong things also...
trying to look expert!!!
expert my pharkin arse la...
he's been irritating!...
he finds blog,frenster & msn
is sucha waste of tyme...
den dun read blog & dun use them lah!
...* S-T-E-W-P-I-D *...
i've been thinking...
i don't think of becoming an accountant!
i can go blind with numbers...
& can sense the stressness...
dealing with the financial statements!
i'm thinking of becoming Counsellor!
hehe...sounds interesting...
if only i get into psychology.
...* damnz *...
i don't wanna be lyk *THIS* 4evo
i feel sucha lucky arse!!!
i wan new tops!!!
i wan try that donut factory!!!
yah thanks to de'twinx!!!
i wan hang out!!!
hahaha...here comes my gilerrr!!!
catch this commercial...
i like her...
korean actress/model...
i've been watching this commercial
@ metacafe lyk hundred tymes.
it makes my day...
i want to sleeeeeeeeep...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:04 PM
people say a picture describes
...* a thousand words *...
i dun wana further ellaborate
of today's post...
here it goes...





that's it...im done...
de laz pic is what i feel 4 tmr.
& now i have to this 4 tmr.
this is pretty cool...lolx.
if ony i have a digicam...
i ony put pix instead of words...
i dun have any choice to make...
aaaaaargh how disgustyn life is...
endure...endure...endure...
i believe in *destiny*...
do you ???...
YAWNzzz...
another sickness hit me!
is there a recover for this?
DAMNS...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:26 PM
why is it so HARD?
i thought it was easy.
never knew it could turn out this way.
...* un-EXPECTEDLY *...
i am sooo pharkin paranoid!
i think they already forget about me...
how sad life could be?...
should i be sad over this?...
like everyone busy with their own life!
it keeps on haunting me...
why i should be punished this way?...
why do all G00D things come to an END?
it's FREAKING!
i did dream about him sia!
feeling MORE paranoid...damns...
okayz MAYBE i've been thinking too much.
...* dreams-lyk-no-one-else-had *...
it really freak me out!
4evo 21...
do i look lyk 20s???
i still feels that im 18 or sumtyn.
...* young-at-hearts *...
bloodyhell! another freakin news...
most of my sec clique has married...
& even already have lil tots...
how freakin is that???...
i don't dare to be prepared...
...* mentally & physically *...
am i too afraid of this freakin life?
is everything goin to be fine?
don't really have the confidence in me.
imagine both of them like...gone 4evo...
i would be the most sad person on EARTH!
sleepless nytez & swollen eyez...
life would be even more
*PER-TEAR-THICK*...
& everyone is gona pointing fingers @ me.
& push all matters to me...
as if i'm the one who creates them...
then you define me what life is.
on that moment...i will *BREAK DOWN*
unless i born to be wealthy...
i'm trying not to care really much
...* over-un-IMPORTANT-matters *...
but it olwez haunting me...
...* everywhere & everytyme *...
juz what's the pharkin wrong being
...* S-I-N-G-L-E *...???
i got the freedom all i want...
no one is controllin me...
no reports to make everyday...
no SMS cents to be wasted over...
...* childish-issues *...
like im dying lidat over thiz matters.
no boi/gal lyk can die lidat...
grow up la pple!...
got better things to think about...
like...like...like........
go figure out yourself...
i've got better things to think besides...
...* THIS matter *...
do i sound so *heartbroken*...
or is it more like *lost faith*...?
eeew -.- i don't wanna think about IT.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:15 AM
i'm counting down every each day.
draggin my arse off every mornin.
i hate 7AM & i love 530PM. hehex.
i hate Monday & i love Friday.
here come's the WEEK END!!!
7 weeks left.
qi receives letter from both NUS & NTU!
& i'm the one excited lyk wad. LOLX!
question after another i asked.
damn it la...she makes me scared sey.
she's confused to go which U...
ming & me suggest NUS...
she asked me how's mine...
lolx! guess what i said...
if i get into NTU then u choose NTU!
we can go together...but then...
if NTU reject me... then u better take NUS!
see how evil i am...hahar.
then i think it's better...
i find perm job or sumtyn...
my bro receive letter from police job.
i was like OH-MAI-GAWD...
can u imagine that???
my bro...he become some police dude.
he was once those street-life-bois...
lepak here & there...
skater & biker messing up everywhere.
& worst of all got caught of grafitti!
im so proud of u bro if u were to be one
any GANGSTER dare to *hang* me???
i tell my brader ar...LOLX...
got this guy suddenly msg me in frenster.
*nak berkenalan* - want to know...
i find it VERY the KENTAL(retard) sak...
zaman apa sak dier hidup...HAHA...
then i saw my sec fren got add him...
then i msg her...who is him...
& she says...dun care him...he's NONSENCE
he willing to pay 100 bux to her go HOTEL.
i was lyk o.0 saaaaak ar...APAR SAAAAK...
den overheard this 2 oldie men conversation
as they walk pass me & one of them says...
"if you get this, how much u want to pay?"
"200 dollars..."
& they laugh lyk a retard.
i was like...WHAT-DE-PHARK-SIAAAAAAAAA...
judging people like nobody business...
C B laaaaaaaaaa...
gonna catch movie tmr...
woohoo...i miss the twinx...
gonna get pay sooon!!!...
juz pharken tell me...
how am i suppose to continue study
since i've been wanting bux!...
damnz la...
i wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow
so i could dream of you.
nabey la...bloody hell.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:04 PM
it'z lyk a boi tellin there's a F0X!
did i scratch my nose?
damn it! i didn't realize that.
juz hope not easily notice...
muahahahahar...
im gettyn more & more & MORE
PARANOID !!!
juz met once...
gone lyk 4evo !!!
damn it la can???
dun tel me i lyk him liao...
ish...NONSENCE la can?... -.-
sis is damn farkin annoyin!
she thinks she's a PRINCESS???
to listen wadevo she says?
to do wadevo she orders?
PHARK YOU BITCH !!!
kalo da menumpang...
buat jer la care mcm menumpang!
she thinks she own the bedroom?
come on la itz not like our home!
face the reality la can?...
she sleeps WORST than a PIG!!!
snores like a pharkin PIG!!!
irritating bastard...
he talk to me!!!
he talk to me!!!
he talk to me!!!
yah for a while...
better than nothing...
at least sumtyn...
excited for nothing...
ok at least he makes my dae.
wehehehe...
when is it NOT to END???...
i like him! i like him! i like him!
sooo nice when he's around...
im flyin... but DAMNS...
she olwez spoils everything...
so what being respected?...
you can kiss my pharkin arse!
she talks as if there's marble in her mouth.
im laughin my arse off... MUAHAHAHAHAR...
if my grandmutha were to c her...
she's gonna laugh til her fake teeth drop off.
enuff talkin bout her! -.- eeeew...
tmr is FRIDAE !!!
yeay...
calls me genius...like u care!
itz juz another SWEET talk.
i do meet favours...
but to a certain extend.
i apology if my assistance
doesn't meet the expectations.
the sky is 4evo right up high...
the earth is 4evo right down here...
easy for you to c me around...
hard for me to get u around...
when can i fly up to the sky???
itz lyk a dream that hard to fulfill.
stars do really hard to get...
im tryin to keep my smile...lyk olwez.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:38 PM
guess what...
i didn't go werk today!
farkin damn sick la...
& i never c doctor...
guess the doctor sick & tired
attending patient lyk me.
i told them i'm having fever.
( sudden l-a-z-y arose from inside. )
i scared of water now...
dun really feel lyk wana bath.
is the water cold?...i can't take it!
coughin like one farken hell.
when is it gonna end?
i wanna kill those BANGLAS!
putting up those bloody drilling!
ya working on new lift for every level.
again...when is it gonna end?
life is sooo bloody NOISY!
gimme some peace of mind can?
i felt some vibrates whenevo i eat sumtyn.
& i would feel lyk wana throw up.
makes-me-wana-PUKE...
currently waiting for reply from NTU.
what if they don't want me?
what if they do want me?
mum is being irritating!
she keeps on saying...
stop studying! give urself a break!
go find some jobs & earn sumtyn...
im gettin old...bla bla bla...
damn annoying la!...
doesn't she feels any proudness or greatful
seing me get admitted into uni?...
my heart really breaks into pieces...
but on the other side point of view...
i DO really sick & tired of studying.
15 years of education...
studying...memorising...tests...exams...
another dying years???...damn la...
she makes me paranoid sey.
i duno i shud be happy or sad...
if got rejected...
if i were born rich
& inherits greatgrandfutha wealth...
i don't think i would be happy. WHY?
becoz im havin GREEDY auntys & uncles!
i should be happy to what i am right now.
well the dogs were barking at a new moon
whistling a new tune
hoping it would come soon...
and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away for a day
til the feeling went away...
and the sky was falling on the clouds
were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation.
the dogs were barking at the new moon
whistling a new tune
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die.
i miss to go werk. suddenly!
************
listenin to:
all good things (come to an end) - nelly
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
2:00 PM
don't like reality
it'z way too clear to me
but really life is daily
we are what we don't see
missed everything...
daydreaming...
i'm totally insane!
feel lyk wana PUKE...
every damn morning...
itz not another MORNING SICKNESS!
& my face will turn pale lyk wad.
wadz farkin wrong with me?...
i hate bus drivers!
thank god it'z ony 4 a while.
when izit gona end...
i hate this sickness LAH.
i hope she HAPPY now.
satisfied? contented?
r u laughin lyk evol NOW?
dun bluff! i can sense THAT.
break da empire lyk u 4evo WANTED!
how could i evo get rid this mindless me?
sumtymes i feel lyk wana QUIT!
that's it bitch...im gone off...
u have both hands & legs...DIY!
i can't farken take it any longer...
urgh...wads into me sey?...
i hate this bloody attitude of me.
guess im not fully recover. PHARK!
flames to dust...
lovers to friends...
friends to nobodyelse...
y do all good things come to an end.
i've been all alone again...
give me one good reason...y i shud b happy?
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:18 PM
tmr back to werk...
I MISS EVERYBODY!!!
except dat guy...
i don't really like him.
he's a retard & he's a gay!
8 more weeks to go.
i start to don't like...
...* Cinderella *... anymore!
coz all GALZ like her now...
out of all princess in the fairytale
WHY CINDERELLA???...
becoz of her pathetic life...
& how prince charming like her.
yah ryt & my life is much more pathetic!
& even cockroach don't like me.
i wanna be something else...
no more cinderella & her glass slippers.
no more waitin for her prince charming.
no more comin back home by 12 midnight.
NO MORE!...
i just want to be myself.
how funny life can be?
she used to say...
she finds it funny...
because of a particular stewpid
...* thing *...
a person could change juz like that.
i wonder who is changing NOW...
left without a word...
juz a simple goodbye...
is like drinking a poison
sumtymes i think...
there's nothing really left...
simply NONE...
she's pretty...nice...kind...smart
...* unlike me la kan *...
EVERYBODY likes her...
EVERYBODY adores her...
EVERYBODY admires her...
YES! im farkin jealous...
coz when she's not around...
EVERYBODY asks me about her...
HOW SICK IS THAT???...
im juz hoping i would fall sick on dat dae
so i won't have to c her & EVERYBODY again.
i am so desperate to c my 21st b'dae pic.
& don't have the farkin idea
where the hell she is sey...
life is sooo DUMB...
& how i hate waiting...
tomorrow is like another waiting day
she ask me why she still single...???
should i ask the same question to myself?
i'm too afraid to ask myself why...
coz i already know the reason...
juz what the farkin wrong with me???...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
2:46 PM
...who is on my side...???
i find mostly local malay dude
find bitchy types of galz...
ok i noe many guys wana hantam me now!
hell care!!!...
as long as u're...
pretty(makeup bertepek lyk chinese opera!)
rich(branded beg-ketiak!)...
loud & wild(laugh mcm nyonya kat pasar!)
& wear clothes that lack of threads...
(pakai baju tak cukup kain!)
most guys will start to fishing...
i juz dun understand why...
im not farkin jealous...come on!
it's like...wads the WORLD come into?
pre-marital sex been everywhere &
mostly are from my very own race...
sucha disgrace!
dun believe me? week end GO BUGIS!
my age, ur age...
happy-happy push pram...
ok back to the topic!
u noe for malay gals...
we should wait...
& juz wait for the guy's 1st move...
if the gals were to start 1st...
it's like not nice...
(mcm perigi carik timba...)
bak kate orang tuer-tuer la kan.
tapi kalo da tunggu mcm buah tak jatuh
boleh fed-up siol...haha...
i don't understand wad they're
eyeing or looking for on gals...
pamela's bombs...angelina's body...
jessica alba's smile...gwen's leg...
j'LO's arse... -.-
perfect but with stewpid personality
it's juz DUMB...obviously da guy will kena
...* queen control *...
juz like my bro...
family sendiri da mcm aper...
24/7 with his fiance...
ok crap! not all men ARE like that.
but majorityly YES!
why i sae all this shits?
because i'm sick & tired of waitin!!! LOL
& i bet u... I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE!
believe it or not...
i start to fall on INDON DUDE !!!
i find them nice, gentle & good-lookin.
like the movie...
"Ada Apa Dengan Cinta"...
"Eiffle I'm In Love"...
"Tentang Dia"...
I was like...oh gosh...
I love this type of dude sey!
sounds like in a fairytale huh?
but its Indon Love Story...
i just love indonesia love story.
& the guys too...hehe...
so for what waitin local dude?
if it meant to be for the local ones,
it's alryt la kan?... -.-
*no hard feelings*
when i was little...
having dreams that has no barriers
believed in a world
where anything is possible
with a heart that was full & unbroken
guess im wrong...
im too afraid to have dreams again...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
12:00 AM
feva is gone b4 saturdae nyte...
say GOOD-BYE...
catch some movies with da'twinx...
Mr Bean's Holiday was AWESOME!
he's damn funny la siol...9/10
TMNT recalls back my childhood tymez.
i like michael angelo...
he damn funny also la...7/10
ok enuff with life...
Few weeks back...
got this radio station...
talks bout BLOGGING!...
how lame is that...VERY SUBJECTIVE!
this particular caller sayz...
her fren blog...just to show-off
their happening & exciting life...
post picz...comment this & that...
showing off this & that...
& i was like... -.- "COMMON LAH"
not all blog is like that LOR...
but majority of bloggers ARE like that!
showing off their *perfect life*
...* whatever lah enh *...
but for me...
whatever feelings i had i will BLOG!
& most importantly...
NO ONE IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD!
wake me up inside...
call my name...
and save me from the dark...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:19 PM
This is what I've been talking about.
Saw that SLENGER lady???...OMG
& he's simply look charming.
Thanks ARON...
btw...I'm not among his fans...
He's a Celebrity...
so that's why i took pic wif him.
2 days MC...YEAY!!!
3 days = many bux burn...DAMN!
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
6:07 PM
fuck it!
im farkin sick!
i hate it when MOM is sick
& i will be sick too...
thanks to da cousinz...ALOT!
& da'pic...
I LOOK VERY SLENGER LA BADOL !!!
i hate flash !!!
C B laaaaa...
can we like take another one?
sobzzzz...
wana BANG da head against da wall...
wana dye my hair red...
headbanging all nyte long...
STOP da pain that u create.
feel so damn cold...
gimme some warmth so i could speak...
retarded dumb shit...
where was i juz now?
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:06 PM
