Intro
some pple thynk, im crazy.
some pple thynk, im paran0id.
0uh well, d0 y0u thynk i d0 give a phug?
i've wasted part 0f my life.
been wasted juz n0t sumtyn typical.
0uh peri0d! this is... my life
s0 shut up & read!
thynk with your brain pple, n0t with y0ur arse.
everydae, every moment, juz every part of y0ur life,
shyt happenz.
p0intyn-0ut-my-mid-finger.
sweet.
From Lovely,
MyssNotNice.
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
...* paranoid n complicated *...
i've been missyn...
gone awae from everyone...
avoidyn myself contactyn anyone...
outcasted, hated n avoided...
pariahgal.
nice gal goin wild...
once promised to myself, itz all a lie...
where's the guardian angel missyn to?
lost in the world of my own...
n i feel lyk wanna deep cut my throat.
stop puttin high hopes on me...
stop de'hates n de'hurts...
stop with all of your empty promises...
stop beggyn me with all your wants n needs...
hate it whenevo i make myself complicated.
fer a sec, i've forgotten who i am...
watz happen to me n wen im goin to be me?
tried my everytyn as much as i can be...
till i lost my everytyn for de'changyn...
this loves u breathe, i am ur mistakes.
lookyn back de'past of me...
i've been wasted... i've been dumb...
i had enuff of crying...n all these tears...
no one juz cud understand me n my fear...
take awae my pain, itz so0o0 damn fuckyn hurt.
im half dead...
coz my lappy's malfunctionyn.
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listenyn to:
yellowcard - lights n sound album.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
2:31 AM
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ouh dat MyssPG!
she called >> nazilr0n. (ouh-figure-dat-out!)
h0r0sc0pic >> pisces lady.
i
age groupz >> in her late 20's
her nickzz >> ezan, Pg™, MyssGothic, ScaryEmy. AleXana.
fav genrez >> punkRawkEmoGoth.
pastymezz >> st0nyn and gets paran0id.
inside her >> em0GothHead,swit,l0vyn,irritatyn & ...
i wanna be de'Gal, wh0 0lwez smyle...
& brightened up y0ur day...
th0' she c0uldn't brightened up her 0wn.
n0 matter h0w hard 0r t0ugh life is...
n0 matter h0w hurtf0ol n sad i am...
i will 0lwez smyle...
& smile lyk i mean it. :]
ouh Pathetic,
MyssPg™
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