How's Life?
ew mean wat? NOW? SUXXX!!!
Mood?
hellow??? period!!!
Feelings?
sad...i cried....
& let those tears keepon rollyn
Why?
PMS! & ouch, someone hurts me so deeply.
Shout out Loud for all you care:
Life's too short to get pissed off all the time. I do really need a freakyn life man. If you think that I'm happy...well...I'm not. If you think that I'm fine...then...I'm not. When I'm said...I'm ok & I'm fine... I'm soo fuckyn sorry coz I juz lied to you...
& everyone's been talking abt...
the same old typical subject...
boyfriends? lookyn? marriage?
Ok when yours? Single? ew must be kiddyn!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW???
i was loike WHAT THE FUCK???
boleh mati peh takder boifren???
-______________________________-
this is so so so...
freakyn random...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
7:00 AM
we got 2 new staff...
2 galz...younger than me...
wahuahuahua...bagoz...
i can't wait fer pay day luhhh...
...* & hopin he won't targeted me *...
Happy 54th burpdae daddy!!!
though how i hate ew lyk hell...
ew still my dad luh kan...
doa2 panjang umo murah rezeki. amin.
...* & everyone is @ home... -.- *...
she's shootyn me with millions of questionz.
as if she's from a freakyn NPC lidat.
mulot bebual da mcm mak nenek...
tknk kalah mcm makcik parking...
...* & that's my freakyn sista *...
wahuahuahuahuahua...
mcm palapufukifiz...
loike kettle calling the pot black...
mengata dulang paku serepih...
*& pls tengok diri dulu sbelom mengate org*
ouhhh...he makes me fly...
yewweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
hahak...cam siek...
ku suke...ku suke...
...* & the LONG waitz killyn me, AGAIN! *...
nozie: hello, hey...
i miss we all eating tuna sandwhich
@ grinning gecho...
nolezan: tu uh ku pon miss
eatyn mcspicy with fries chercha
ngan mayo...siak siak...
nozie: eh 1 day we go sch g nk tk?
but bile sei?
nolezan: eh nk!!! tuh uh dok...
ku pon rindu nk kacao kau...lolx!!!
...* & i miss them. :( *...
i can't wait...of us...
talkyn abt life...
************
listenyn to:
perpisahan terasing - KRU
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
4:11 AM
politic! politic! politic!
hahaks...& i thought...
im the only freakyn person...
...*tak sebulu ngan tuh makcik!*
siolll luhhh...LOLX!!!
ader kaki luhhh siakkk... :]
besssssssssssst kaaaaaaaaaaaaaan...
living by myself in my freakyn room...
bitch! stop givin that retarded look!
wahuahuahuahua <-- evol laughter tau!
...* ku suke! ku suke! *... :]
internet da ok...but...
'sumbody' uninstall msn. BODOHKAN!!!
...* darah naekkk uhhh *...
...*jengJENGjeng*...
so i went out with him...
loike...finally...LOLX...
after been rejected loike 5-6 tymes
i-duno-y-i-agreed-to-mit-him-in-de-end
&-dun-freakyn-noe-it-fallz-on-de-v'dae
so we had a looooong walked to the...
i-duno-wat-the-place-name...
ok i admit...been complainin all de wae...
becoz im tired/exhausted/hungry after werk
otw there, we talked/chatted/laughed/crapped
then...when reached...
we placed order...
i had my mutton chop...&...
we shared rojak...
after that we lepak...
& playin around wif my hp & his psp...
then...then...then...this & that...
after that when da penat we balek... :]
ok luhhh i post his pic luhhh...
...*jengJENGjeng*...
aiseymen...ok luhhh tuhhh enh... :]
...* it was never expected *...
...* freakyn duno what to do *...
...* i tried my very best *...
...* the LONG waitz killyn me *...
...* & ouch, it really hurtz. *...
& those tears kip running...
while im smiling...
************
listenyn to:
red red wine - nurul & lady elle
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
3:59 AM
Happy Valentine's Day!!! :]
been busy loike wth lidat...
seriously i didn't know it's...
valentine's day today...
got disturbed in de call centre...
...*freak!*...
this particular person been rejected...
loike 5 - 6 tymes by me...LOLX...
yeah i know im bad. :(
duno why suddenly i agreed to mit.
...*jengJENGjeng*...
freak! i hate this feelynz luhhh...
all come in one shot...
loike wanna run away... :X
haiyakkk...mencik luhhh...:(
...*what a freakyn dae!*...
im out!!!
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
2:23 PM
internet @ home down... -.-
bingit siakkk...
early in de damn mornyn...
da kring kring krong krong...
lift breakdown...(3x)
shiftz werk really makes me busy.
i mean...olwez busy...
hardly to make myself free...
to chill/hang out wif my galz...
...*even dun have tyme 4 myself*...
saturday mornyn madnezz...
guess what??? guess what???
kitty date me out... :]
after so long...
@ laz dpt jumpe gakkk...hehes...
we had break1st @ sbwg macD...
i had big breakfaz meal...&
she had hotcake sausage meal...
...*yummehz*...
actually she nid to mit her fren
to-take-duno-what-stuff...@ 8
then mit her client @ amk by 1...
she's lazy to balek uma...
so she msg me to dok lepak-lepak...
sumore im on nyte shift...
aku pon ape lagy carik chance nehhh
ade kaki nk mkn breakfirst. :]
we talk,chat,crap,laugh...
watch weedyn vidz & photo shootz...
i mean her werkstuffz...
...itz super coolz...
i loike her job luhhh...mcm bez...
bukan 'mcm' lagy da 'mmg' bez :]
when her hubby came...
aper lagy we cam-whoryn luhh...
siak siak tk senonoh nehhh...
ngan muke ku tk tydo satu mlm... -.-
sembab siol...lolx.
but some picz ok luh not dat bad.
kitty kalo nk upload yg lawa/edited jer pls
makasih enh...hehes.
yg muke ku tk senonoh tkmo kayz. :]
sendri tengok, sendri ketawer jer.lolx
by 12 plus...
salam pelok ciom mwakz mwakz...
then we seperated...
she headed to amk & me...
headed to my bed...
...*balek troz gol!*...
will upload those picz...
once get it from her...
& when i've found my usb...
damnz i lost it... -.-
saturday nyte...
stuffz nicely done & cleared junkz!
sunday afternoon...
omg! omg! omg!...
didn't now i got lotsa...
...topz,tees,skirtz...
banyak yg da mampatz...
tkpe simpan...nanty da kuruz leh kai.
erkkk... :X ...lolx...
im so so so DEAD BEAT luhhh...
i hate it siaaa...
when he asked me to do stuffz...
that i farken don't noe @ all...
as if i farken noe lidat...
...*banyak bunyik pi buat sendri uh*...
i miss him...seriously...
it has been 3 months...
since we laz met...&&&...
hi-bye-howRu-in-msn... :(
i miss azsimah,zeekee,shrlene,ayuni...
when are we gonna mit up?
everyone seemz to be very busy... :(
...everyone's werkyn...
when they're free duryn wkends...
& wana mit up...
it olwez happen when im on shiftz.
...*bingit sakkk*...
to him...
4get it jer luh...
lagypon ku nk away...seriously...
wana *hilang* from de fm world :]
i mean...for good...
& no diff whether im exist onot...
to her...
yeah get all de attention u wan.
say whatevo ew wana say...tak heran!
dun wana get myself involve in...
...stewpid & childish stuffz... -.-
...*i had enuff & it hurtz.*...
i dun wana do this anymore...
i dun wana be the reason why...
no boi no...
stop playen gamez with me...
& im doin what i feel fyne.
someday...
somewhere...
till we meet again...
************
listenyn to:
when u're gone - avril lavigne
unfaithful - rihanna
red red wine - nurul & lady elle
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:45 AM
Happy Chinese New Year...
ouhhhh how i lurfffffffff
werkyn on de nyte shift. :]
3 dayz straight...
& i can't wait fer week ends...
...* off duty luhhh *...
YES! we've already moved.
unpack stuffz & tidy up my rm & so...
on my upcomin wk ends...
yeah...the only free tyme i have.
...* & it reminds me of him *...
i noe im sucha kanchiong kia...
damnz hate myself luhhh...
yeah ouh so what luhhh kan...
& i cut myself, accidentally...
...* ouch, it hurtz *...
back in de skewl dayz...
i can't believe it has been 5 yrs...
it seemz lyk yesterdae...
i saw him gettyn down the escalator
on de opposite direction of mine.
& how i wastyn tyme draggyn my feet
juz to take the same train with him.
i noe...[s][t][e][w][p][i][d].
crawlyn - LP™...thanks fer de intro...
i smiled to myself...
whenevo i think abt it.
what she said is true...
pple do change...
& im avoidyn & ignoryn it...
coz itz irritatyn luhhh...
...i am what i am...
pharken care what others saying!
biarlah ape org nk ckp...
dah penat diam luhhh tuhhh.
i was loike...
yeah ryt...sooooooooo WHAT??? -.-"
& i could felt...
we're drifted away.
************
listenyn to:
red red wine - lady elle & reese
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:45 AM
fridae - 1st feb:
met ming @ ct hall...
bought few topz... :]
den met ami ngan nana...
pi tuh piano peh concert @ NP...
den kebuloran had dinner @ al-azhar.
fuyoooo damn full til i damn sleepy.
den washy-wushy around the area...
pasal ade many mat vroom vroom...:X
will upload those pix later...
damnz tired luhhh now...
:(
saturdae - 2nd feb:
met de twinx @ PS...
damnz can't find the horoscope book.
den had dinner @ Long John...
i nid dat freakyn horoscope book luhhh.
:(
sundae - 3rd feb:
yeah itz sunday...
& im werkyn on sunday...
OT til 930 omfg...PENAT nehhh.
thank god itz ony recordyn luhhh...
& this freakyn lady...
keepz on whining bout her low water pressure!
& called lyk 4-5 tymes findyn IZAN!
wtf...thanks fer makyn me sooo damn
freakyn pissed off luhhh. THANKZ!
oh how i hate werkyn on wkends.
suxxxxxxxxxxx to de maxxxxxxxxxx!
:(
mondae - 4th feb:
she makes me pharken hate her luh!
talkyn! complainyn! gossipyn!
bring up this...that...wadevo shytz!
pointyn out others & bla bla bla...
i was loike...
why am i the one to experience this?
y meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee??? -.-
obviously she's snatchyn mine...
yeah ryt as if i pharken care lidat...
take! ambek! bawak balek sampai mati!
dudok situ, letak name skali okey dun 4get!
da tuer perangai mcm budak-budak...
kaypo zorro...jager kain sedrik luhhh
seybokkkk jer selak-selak kain org!
really tired siakkkk...
i was loike almoz broke down into tears
when she said that...
aku keje pagi kene stay lambat...kimak!
padahal...padahal...
dier ingt dier saper sei...
ape dier nk smuer die dpt...
mentang2 budak baru...
take advantage siakkk...
penatttt siollll...sape sei tk penat
palahotakkkk...bingit sakkkk...
DARAH NAEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK...
& i cried before i doze off...
:(
tuesdae - 5th feb:
sleepyhead...thanks to her la enh...
really moodless @ werk...
naseb tkder caller yg perangai.
got big headache luhhh...
da luh da luh....
nak tydooooooooooooooooooo!
till nx dae afternoon.
LOL...sweet vengeance...
:]
suke nyer suke nyer...
i loike...
nak lagik nak lagik...
mcm best uhhh...hehes.
damnz itz recorded.
habezzzz. :p
if this proceeds...
aku boleh saket otak!
seriously...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:22 PM
