i've been appearyn offline.
i've deleted my tagged n frenster a/c.
main reasons?
merely i had enuff.im away from cyber life.
everytyn meanz notyn to me. they're juz memories.
all i have now is me n my blog.
so u'd thynk my life's gettyn better?
how i wish i could...
what is love?
no werdz to describe my feelynz ryt now.
im juz scared. i mean VERY.
i thought it was fun. haaah. yeah FUN.
define to me wad de fuckyn hell is to be fun?
i cried n i juz keep on crying...
till my tears went dry n i cry again.
trust, believe, love, lust, emotions...
how far long they could last?
i've been thynkyn too much.
yes, i am! thynkyn bout my life not yours.
my precious life. pathetic life.
juz stop makyn my life more pathetic.
how i wish u are the one...
lyk a thrash, wasted, ignored n avoided.
where should i stand as a women?
my pride, my ego... i set them aside
by the name of love. yeah love. love is evol.
evol enuff to ruin someone's life.
-even juliet killed herself ryt after romeo's dead-
i love you.
u took my heart away with you.
dun break my precious heart, pls.
ouh, im addicted to dat punk boi.
& im only happy when it rains.
************
listenyn to:
with you - Linkin Park.
(all tyme favrut.)
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
4:39 AM
after 2 whole months...
& we met, lyk finally...
lyk 4-5 tymes of me askyn him to leave me.
lyk 100 tymes we fightyn over stewpid thyngz.
de'stubborness n de'egoness...OMG!
if only our mobile phones could speak!
it wud be screamyn at us lyk
238934631735878353561078404864984 tymes.
our first meet up.
our first date.
our first anniversary.
our first love confession.
moi first tyme being a women.
his first tyme being a men.
he was a skater boi n i love a skater!
he was an ahbeng n i was a gangsta.
he was a skinhead n i love a skinhead!
he's a Punk n im a Goth.
he lyks chrisBrown n he said i l0ok lyk jordanSparks.
Got me out here and the water so deep
Tell me how you gon be without me
If you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air
************
listenyn to:
no air - jordan sparks ft. chris brown
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
1:00 AM
