...merry x'mas...
& im werkyn...
ho...
HO...
ho...
or izit...
bo...
HO...
ho...
if only was given...
an option to choose...
im dead!
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
3:58 PM
im choke-ing up...
im dead...
itz not worth it afterall.
i feel so damn pharken...
[P][A][T][H][E][T][I][C].
stop whining about lah ppl.
phark it...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:37 AM
lappy's gettyn on my farken nerve!
really testyn my damn farken patience!
& to that freakyn AHPEK!
stop gettyn a farken attention largh!
juz because of a broken flower pot...
& ur farken arse hurts from dat farken pot!
ew wanna create havoc???
write letter to the chairmen...
& speak to the press over pathetic case?
go complaint to president better ryt???
hear me shoutyn out LOUD...
" GET A FARKEN LIFE LARGH AHPEK! "
"go collect old newspaper & sell to garung guni"
it worth it after all the hardwerk! :]
who the fark are ew siaaaa?
taufiq batisah izit?
hardy miza izit?
wad de farken hell largh kan?
weird ppl i can sae largh kan?
hiakkkkkkkkkkk. B I N G I T!!!
she's 28 but havyn a brain age 15yrs OLD!
can ew believe it???
yeargh *pelik tapi BENAR!*
again hear me SHOUTYN largh BITCH!!!
"GROW UP BITCH!!!"
bodoh! she can't borrowed my hp...
& guess what she did?
she kicked my left leg...
she looked retarded with those kickyn.
LOLX!!! i mean LOL x 1 000 000 000. :D
childish <--- spell with an uppercase. :]
yeargh laugh all ew can abt my elder sis.
haiz...but datz de fact.
when she's not happy...
when she never get wadevo she wans...
she will do retard/stewpid things.
*sungguh terserlah keRETARDATION dier.*
who cares largh kan?
i juz dun give a damn largh.
do/sae wadevo ew u wana do/sae. TAK HERAN!
lil bit i dun feel the hurts pun.
malas largh nk layan kentalan freak!
i juz lied to myself...
said b4 i cud 4get abt ew...
yeargh NO i cudn't. :(
[i'm][D][U][M][B]...
i thought i saw a man brought to life
he was warm...
he came around like he was dignified...
he showed me what it was to cry
well ew couldn't be that man i adored
ew dun seem to know...
dun seem to care...
what your heart is for...
but i duno him anymore...
there's notyn where he used to lie...
my conversation has run dry
datz whats going on...
notyn's fine I'm torn.
my greatest nytemare...
sleepyn with my sista.
i hate ew...
becoz ew spoil my sweetest dream. :(
************
listenyn to:
torn - natalie imbruglia
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:25 AM
lappy gone retard! :(
heehee update my blog in de office. :X
keMENDAKan ( bOrEd 2 de hard core! )
mcm bez kan tydo kat toylert...
erkkkk shhhh. :|
lookyn @ the darker side...
mondaeeeeeeeeee blue...
i HATE mondae!...
h8 mOndaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
yawnZzZzZzZzZz...
nak balek...tydoooooooooooo!
hiakkkkkkkk...
okay okay...
lookyn @ the brigther side...
i LOVE mondae!...
<3 mOndaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeee...
so FAKE.!
c how drama-mama am i...haiz.
waityn fer my life saviour.
yeargh ryt...in ur dreams largh emy!
im not panic largh!!! terkejotz ajer. :X
mcm bezkan dier tegor. hehx. :]
seumpama...rama-rama...
terbang bebas di udara...
tanpa ada halangan...
aman damai...suka-suka...
riang ria tanpa ada rasa duka sengketa
rama-rama...
ekspresi dirimu...menawan hatiku
ingin aku...terbang bersamamu
melihat kerenah...
melihat telatah...
manusia...yang sering telagah...
oh my...
wana be a butterfly...
...fly high...
************
listenyn to:
rama-rama - ella
(makasih kitty 4 de sonk. :D)
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:46 AM
* nervous-freak! *
it supposed to be @ 10AM!
but it dragged til 4PM!
& it took him an hour.
while it took me 1/2hr to end.
god bless me & lucks from my beloved ones!
i love ew pple who wish me.
THANK ew. :]
the role-played test was fine...hehe.
there's still a room for improvement.
& b4 it even started...
they laughyn @ me.
haiyakkk jaatkan?. ):
becoz i was shiveryn & nervous. :X
yeah im a *laughyn stock*.
THANK GOD it has ended. no more pls!
i hate my sista laaaaaaaaah
benci! benci! benci!...
beauty queen!
irritatyn pwincess!
perangai mcm ma'am-ma'am!
die ingt die anak datok kepe?
turn back & look @ ur farken roots la!
*pointyn out mid finger on her farken face*
neva had sufficient sleep lyk this b4.
itz soooooo nicex. :]
& wen i wake up...
it seemz lyk as if...
there's another war is comin up.
yeah...war of words with the...
typical s'poreanz' complaintz...
sumtymes i sit in de toylert...
staryn @ those wall...
& i questioned myself...
"juz wat de fark im doin ryt here man."
it keepz me thinkyn...
yeah...this is life...
it makes me STOP complainyn...
abt shyty stuffs @ my parents. :]
hell yeah!
i manage to 4get abt ew.
but i kept those fond memories safely.
& if i smile to de world...
is there anyone...
who care to smile back @ me?
& now i could feel...
of me being a nobody.
i feel so GREAT. :D
************
listenyn to:
another perfect dae - american hi-fi
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:46 PM
bingit argh! bingit argh!
diam argh! diam argh!
takder mood!
siak siak siak!
wana runaway from everyone...
can i? ):
************
listenyn to:
my heart beats...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:14 PM
itz sunday!
& im werkyn on sunday...
they taught me MS...deploying of MS...
yeargh im catchyn up...
kind of scared la...u noe.
so afraid keyed-in wrongly
& spoilt the system. :X
they gona put me under MS. mampoz!
but get to make calls instead of
answeryn calls which i mozly prefered...
who doesn't aite? :]
werk stuff is fine.
insyallah...
been thinkyn too much lately!
duno wat the fark i was thinkyn!
& i was in my own world.
juz farken leave me a alone!
i hate myself...S T E W P I D!
*happy 21st burpdae azsimah aka nOzIe!*
meet up soon & i miss ew galz. :]
sorry i lied to ew
when u asked me how i was.
im not okay ( i promise ).
ew make my dae...
thanks.
i wish i hadn't seen...
all of the realness...
& all de real pple...
r really not real at all...
de more i learn...de more i cry...
as i sae goodbye to de wae of life...
i thought i had designed for me...
all of de momentz dat oredy passed...
we'll try to go back & make dem laz...
all of de thingz we wan each other to be
we neva will be...
& datz wonderful...
& datz life...
everyone is leavyn...
i left all alone...
& i cry...
how pathetic life can be?
************
listenyn to:
try - nelly furtado
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:52 PM
frozen alive...brrrrrrr...
& i peed 4 - 5 tymes...
great weather la kan...
yawnzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...
can i speak wif de tradesman?
pweety pwease...hehe... :X
okae if ony i do acknowledgement...
then i get to talk to them otp. :]
yeah i know... wait long long...
but @ least i get to speak wif ekhems
abg mister polismen. :D
da bebual gagap2...
ade ati nk bebual ngan tradesman. LOLX.
i duno wad de fark she whining abt!
she's screamin her lungs out!
itz sooooo damn farkin irritatyn sakkk
i juz wish her voice go hoarse la kan.
DOH! tk tau nk bebual pelan2.
he's @ home...
i hate it wen he's @ home...
banyak nyeh nyeh ah...
org ckp diam diam sua lah...
kecoh sakkk...
bilang argh satu blok pasal aku.
bingit siak.
benci argh tk suker argh kecoh kecoh!
i saw ew...
but u're away...sadded.
tk suke, nanak bebual...BLOCKED sua.
tak heran argh!
mencik argh! bingit argh!
diam argh! diam argh!
dok dendiam sua. bingit argh!
k best aku sound VERY emo. :X
...* akumishim *...
therez notyn where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry...
datz watz going on...
nothings right...
im torn...
im all out of faith...
this is how i feel...
im cold & i am shamed...
lying naked on the floor...
illusion never changed...
into something real...
im wide awake & i can see...
...* the perfect sky is torn *...
im gone away...
& i mean far far far...away
************
listenyn to:
torn - natalie imbruglia
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:06 PM
KRINGGGG KRINGGGG...
& i start to feel kanchiong. waduh.
very very very...
& i mean VERY hectic!
mantrapz everywhere!
Lifts breakdown everywhere!
& i make mistake fer de 1st tyme.
hehe. suppose to be Landscapyn...
i put under major incidence. MAMPOZ.
crappyn abt her billz & stuffz...
i was loike...ellow ma'am
this is maintenance side la
waduh...
& i dun remember wth her laz sentence
coz i juz yea yea yea all de wae.
wadevolargh...
penat giler babi. :X
i farken hate it...
wen encounteryn cases loike...
another party pushes to another party.
they said itz under police case...wherelse
they said itz under town council...
& i was loike a meat in de bread LAH!
aiyamaaaaa...bile nk game la sey!
& dat lady amek penyapu anu anu tu IC
den jatuh bawah den u pi pungut...
den pass kat police habez citer!
aiyoyo...kasi wa manyak susa la dey!
haiyakkkk
i nid new topz largh!!!
findyn...my life saviour.
so go...away,
juz go...run away...
but where did i run to?
& where did i hide?
to find another way...
price that i pay...
im juz a sad song...
wif notyn to say...
about a life long...
wait for a hospital stay...
& if u think that im wrong...
this never meant nothing to ya.
ok im done...
gone...watchyn *gol & gincu* :]
************
listenyn to:
disenchanted - MCR
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:30 PM
& that sgt Ong...
makes me paisey over the phone.
"eh why you sound so nervous?"
siakkkkkkkkkkk kan? waduh. :X
thank god it's juz phone calls.
received few nasty callers.
nahhh...used to it.
& ony swears in my heart!
educated vulgarities is the ony wae.
saw sumtyn...
which makes me almoz into tears.
sumtyn which resemble my presence.
& some ppl is snatchyn my trademarks.
i breath in deep & cry out...
sooo farken hurt. it really hurt me.
i guess my absence is wat they longed 4.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm...by de wae...
i dun seek any freakyn attention...
in joinin it...
neither do i wana haf fame...
i guess some pple had de wrong perceptions
of me...wadevolargh ape org nk ckp.
back in de fresh days...
i've been **** wif this well-known chatter.
so far aku da hang tu anak da cukup.
& i no longer saw him in it.
either he's gone or change identity.
i dun wana farken noe!
& he totally freakyn me out.
i've got big headache.
& mum said we moved in january.
yessuh... :]
laz nyte i kicked my sis...
becoz she's creatyn a nuisance.
amekko! padan muker ko!
wadevo...
whoevo...
wenevo...
wherevo...
dun care...
lost faith...
... *#$%^&* ...
ew won't cry for my absence, i noe.
ew forgot me long ago...
am i that unimportant...?
am i so insignificant...?
isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?
ouch, it hurtz...
inside, itz bleedyn...
im simply notyn.
************
listenyn to:
missyn - evanescence
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:39 PM
a week has passed. yessuh!
laz fridae 1st tyme picked up call.
nervous beb. kanchiong argh.
aperlagy gigil japz. siak kan.
tonyte gona study those categoriez.
easier for tomoro. :]
i juz hate being left out!
it seemz stewpid walkyn around
lyk 1 freakyn mad women!
itz super duper irritatyn argh!
bingit argh!!!
i hate it! i hate it!
i farken hate it largh !!!
findyn new kaki argh, BODOH!!!
moi cuzzies...
gettyn on my nerves.
i've been shoutyn lyk hell
on my week end. wth.
irritatyn freakoz.
yah i noe they're juz kids.
i will get high blood pressure. ):
& my mum got herself a new spect.
fewwiiit. pakai teropong skit baru nmpk!
wen she wears her spect..
reminds me of arwah nenek gemok.
single & happy.
im proudly to say that
i dun drink...
i dun club...
& i dun smoke.
but that doesn't mean
aku minah tudung, alim or sumtyn okae.
im imperfect & my tyme hasn't come.
my patience has it's limit.
dun judge me. coz ony god judge me.
aku da borink ngan boifren.
jgn tanyer pasal kawen la!
duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti
sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
bukan sumpah atau janji...
buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
setulus hatimu bisa menerima
sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
bukan sekadar bersama...
jujurlah padaku
bila kau tak lagi cinta...
tinggalkanlah aku
bila tak mungkin bersama...
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku ohh
jujurlah padaku
bila kau tak lagi suka...
tinggalkanlah aku
bila tak mungkin bersama...
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku selamanya
terindah, lagu yg terindah
sengaja aku cipta untukmu yg terindah
semoga dapat meluluhkan segala keraguan
semoga dapat menghancurkan
kerasnya batu prasangka...
aku...takkan melupakanmu
takkan meninggalkanmu...
takkan menduakan cintamu,
ku bersumpah...
aku tak ingin mengingkar janji
tak ingin menjadi duri...
tak ingin menjadi
api cinta yg membara...
aku takkan melupakanmu
takkan meninggalkanmu...
takkan menduakan cintamu,
ku bersumpah...
aku tak ingin mengingkar janji
tak ingin menjadi duri...
tak ingin menjadi
api cinta yg membara...
~Jujur Takkan Melupakanmu - Ella~
i juz feel lyk wana
jump jump around !!!.
aku giler. ok best.
************
listenyn to:
Jujur Takkan Melupakanmu - Ella
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:18 PM
