...while posting tiz...
...cuz @ home...
da connection wire was cut...
...*purposely*...
...yesterday...
it was da horrible day
...cuz shitz happened...
i was really out of my mind...
ok i admit...i did hurt myself
cuz i felt so damn fuck'd up
it has been a week...
...slackin @ home...&
...findin trouble...
...wif me,my mum & sis...
damn can't stand wif him
duno why mum still...
can bear & tahan wif him sey
...hes damn irritating...
...annoying & disgusting...
...hes mad @ my sis...
den drag me along wif his damnz
...*sucking attitude*...
tak habez-habez panggil kiteorang
..."smuer da besar"...
..."da pandai kurang hajar"...
as soon as he cut da wire socket
for internet connection...
i was juz usin da comp...
not even 5 minutes...damnz...
den ask mum to check de socket
...mum mengucap panjang sey...
...& followed by me...
den he juz say all those shitz den
..."kluar kluar"...
..."BERAMBUZ"...
den sis went out...tellin me...
if anything fuckin stuffz happened,
juz call da police...hahar...
think he damn scared...lolx...
i was sooo fuck'd up...
& pissed off wif him...
juz locked myself in da room
...*crying*...wad else to do???
...im damnz irritated...
den i call brader wadevo happen
...outside of my room,
...dey fightin over...nah...
...itz juz war of wordz...
...an hour later...
dey still fighting
can't take it anymore,
call my frens & we went out...
finding peace from da *hell*...
juz wadda fuckin problemz sia???
i hate him sey...lyk fuckin hell
okie juz drop da topic on him
NOW im scared to go home...
juz dun feel lyk wana go home
hear all those nonsence...???
i juz can't bear wif it man
juz now @ MAC...I saw *HIM*
@ least thers sumtyn good happen!
besides being damn pizz...
OMG...hes sooo cute...
den my fren say..yeah hes her fren
...there u go...i knew it...
hes look very familiar...lolx...
but de way he walk...kindof funny!
we both laugh lyk hell...hes *CUTE*
okok...dats enuff..hahar...
targettin @ new stuffz...heheh...
hopping new life ahead...
wishing new life beginz...
dreaming new life cumin...
...oh god...i noe u can hear me...
...wadevo shitz happen...
...how bad or evol he is...
...hes still my dad...
************
listenin to:
none...4get to bring earphone...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:11 AM
