itz really hard...
everydae itz *changin*...
either take it or leave it
im still holdin on...
keepin everything inside
bottle-up everything...
& throw all down *here*...
every nitex i keep thinkin
wadz goin on next dae...
...*dreamin of new hopes*...
...*hopin of new dae*...
...*wishin of new life*...
hmmm...itz juz my imaginationz...
...*1 big slap*...
ok back to reality...
wonder why i called *EMY*...?
...hmmmm....
it was back wen im 14...
i was damnz closed wif...
azza,aizad,ina & ailian...
i wonder how dey r ryt now...
lost contact wif dem oredy...
laz known,
azza workin @ HP,
ina...stil skewlin,
ailian...no idea,
aizad...no idea...
i hope dey r doin fine...
me & azza figurin out...
wana call wad for ourself,
...so yeah...
datz how dey call me...*emy*...
i juz lyk da name dats all...hehx
oso, *KRU* got sing tiz song
titled *EMILIA*...hehx...
& i love dat song...
i duno why i feel so damnz
...*BITCH*...laz tyme...
wen we were in sec 3...
i juz stopped mix wif dem...
& da 1 olwez cloz wif me was
...*AIN*...
maybe dat tyme i was sooo
...*SICK*...& i felt...
haiz...i duno actually how to
...*explain everythin*...
if u peepz do read tiz,
azza,ina,aizad & ailian...
...im sooo *sorry*...
i neva meant to...
juz leave from u all...
we share lotz of stuffz...
...*crapnezz*...
...*happinezz*...
...*sadnezz*...
...*crazinezz*...
OMG i cant believe myself
dat tyme...i was sooooo
LOLX...slackz wif my studiez
cuz we olwez...hangout & chillz...
azza, i still keep all da tapes
lolx...we recorded all those stuffz
...*under da umbrella*...
...*block 143*...
...*da playground*...
...*bus 51*...
...*B2D*...etcz...
LOLX...omg...
i can laugh til i cry...
wen listenin again...
how i wish i cud meet u guyz
...*again*...
& bring back our tymez...
but i guess itz juz a *dream*...
i noe u guyz angry wif me...
but...human do make mistakes ryt...
i was sooo sick dat tyme...
& all i wan was to be alone...
cuz i scared of my life dat tyme...
i duno how to tell u guyz...
hope 1 dae...u all wil understand...
cuz im stil da *emy* u noe b4...
keepin all great tymez
...deep inside...
...*my mind*...
washin all bad momentz
...away from...
...*my mind*...
...wish u were here...
...readin my post...
...laughin frenz...
...*eazy 2 find*...
...cryin frenz...
...*hard 2 get*...
************
listenin to:
another perfect dae - american hi-fi
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:41 AM
