was da 1st tyme evo...
i cry lyk hell...
since da holidaes started...
i juz dun understand
wads wif her damn problem...
she lyks to find trouble...
i didn't even utter any words...
dat cud hurt her feelings...
& y she has to do dat to me???
cum on i oredy grown up...
juz fuckin bear dat in ur...
...*fuckin mind*...
im no longer da child...
who u olwez pick on...
...damnz...i hate dat tyme...
she olwez loves to pick on me...
as if i dun haf any...
...*damn fuckin feelings*...
yah i was still young dat tyme
& dun u think dat...
i cud easily 4get dat...
if u oredy in da wrong...
dun hide ur wrongdoings...
& put me into blame...or...
making used of me of ur...
...*fuckin doings*...
u r juz wearin a fuckin mask on...
ur attitude makes me h8 u...
all tiz while...
i respect...
i trust u...
i love u...
now...u make me fear of u
mum, pls dun do dat again...
it was juz damn fuckin...
...nvm forget it...
u & dad r olwez da same...
i duno if itz me...
or u guyz...
i juz simply dun understand...
but i hope u cud juz change...
& understand me much more...
...*better*...
wad i wan is juz u
2 b lyk oter pple's mum...
& yah laz nite...
after i cried...
i went to da toilet...
i didn't noe...
a cockrach actually...
...*followed me*...
...haiz...
my aunty came in...
& she saw dat...
so 4 bout an hour...
we managed to get rid of it...
...hahaz...
tata...
i go watch...
teman anugeraku...
on SURIA...
weeeee....
*3*teenage days left...
i will try my very best...
as long as i live...
to put smile on pple face...
to cheer up all of my frens...
to understand my family...
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listenin to:
one day - simple plan
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
9:20 PM
