Intro
some pple thynk, im crazy.
some pple thynk, im paran0id.
0uh well, d0 y0u thynk i d0 give a phug?
i've wasted part 0f my life.
been wasted juz n0t sumtyn typical.
0uh peri0d! this is... my life
s0 shut up & read!
thynk with your brain pple, n0t with y0ur arse.
everydae, every moment, juz every part of y0ur life,
shyt happenz.
p0intyn-0ut-my-mid-finger.
sweet.
From Lovely,
MyssNotNice.
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Monday, June 26, 2006
...*im listenin*...
its oredy in da mornin...
i was lyk...hello...
yah im stil ryt awake...
i can't sleep...
ok yah i manage to bout an hr...
skool gona start later...
no difference for me...
cuz whether theres break o not...
life stil da same...
i took da risk...yup...
1 more step & i die...
cuz no1 dares to u c...
y we muz b sooo chicken ryt?
i olwez listen to my heart...
rather den my brain...
cuz i feel sum1 whisper...
deep inside in my heart...
wonder who izit...geesh...
olwez tellin me to haf faith...
everythingz gona end real soon...
& those moments dat u want...
...*u wil gona get it*...
i was lyk...ok...
i will still holdin on...
ony dat whispers...
makes me wana stil livin on...
& it makes me calm
from all of my stress & sadness...
@ least sumtyn consolin me...
which i duno wad it is...lol
wenevo i break down & cry...
it olwez askin me y...
y m i cryin?
y m i soo easily being hurt?
& y i take things really hard?
& i answer...i duno...
i juz need to cry...
every drop of tears...
seems to release every hurt
dat i felt...
im stewpid...
im fugly phat...
im not a popular gal in class...
every1 make fun of me...
every1 make fool of me...
every1 laugh @ me...
cuz im an idiot...
************
listenin to:
listen to ur heart - roxette
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
4:35 AM
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ouh dat MyssPG!
she called >> nazilr0n. (ouh-figure-dat-out!)
h0r0sc0pic >> pisces lady.
i
age groupz >> in her late 20's
her nickzz >> ezan, Pg™, MyssGothic, ScaryEmy. AleXana.
fav genrez >> punkRawkEmoGoth.
pastymezz >> st0nyn and gets paran0id.
inside her >> em0GothHead,swit,l0vyn,irritatyn & ...
i wanna be de'Gal, wh0 0lwez smyle...
& brightened up y0ur day...
th0' she c0uldn't brightened up her 0wn.
n0 matter h0w hard 0r t0ugh life is...
n0 matter h0w hurtf0ol n sad i am...
i will 0lwez smyle...
& smile lyk i mean it. :]
ouh Pathetic,
MyssPg™
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