WARNING!!! - long post...
java test was suxxx...
hope i can clear dat module...
went out wif da twinx...
quite sumtyme diden laugh lyk hell
dey juz makin my dae...
heart dem...
i was in da bus...
i juz can't thinkin bout it...
dey noticed u...
wen u r needed...
dey didn't noe u r around...
wen u suckz at it...
2 b a good leader,
nids cooperation from members...
dats wad im thinkin la...
i noe...im sucha big POOR farkin leader...
a simple farkin decision i can't even make
olwez wana cry...
sucha cry-baby...
yah so farkin wad?
as if u neva cry b4 lyk dat...
i juz can't help it u c...
i hate the wae it is...
cum on can sum1 @ pls
try 2 understand me here?
*help me*...i can't handle it myself
no doubt dat...
i admire esther(my classmate)...
she noes how to handle stuff...
advice & consult members...
wen dey havin problems...
supports & motivates us...
unlike me...
even a 5 yr old boi
cud make dat simple farkin decision...
i juz duno wad happen 2 me these few days
i juz hate every1 or everything around me.
full of hatred, envious, jealous...
yah wadevo farkin shitz...
she-olwez gets-da-farkin-attention
...*AGAIN*...
so-farkin-wad-as-if-i-care...
...*BITCH*...
i duno whether i cud stil kip
everything inside onot...
cuz i keepon swallowin everything...
my left stomach hurts...
i duno becoz of wad...
(angin gaknyer...haha...)
it has been 3 dayz...
yah wadevo...
i juz nid sum1 to talk to...
i can't face it myself...
im so damn farkin hurt...
real hurt til i cry so hard...
i wana go home(sembawang)...
but i can't...
i miss my room & my bed...
i nid da peace dat lost long ago
no1 evo cud understand me...
how i felt dat tyme...
wad i went thru dat tyme...
i nid to cry...
i can't control it anymore...
u juz wan oters 2 understand bout urself.
stop being selfish & arrogant...
i noe u r good & clever...
so-farkin-wad???...
& i noe im da stewpid big farkin loser
as-if-u-care...
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listenin to:
my immortal - evanescence
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:55 PM
