i heart dem...
dey juz make my day!...
after all wad has happened.
feel quite okay now.
yeah guyz...
i try to endure...hmmmm.
ouh how i hate wakin up
...*in da morning*...
have to drag myself up...
...*damnz*...
i hate stay far man...
start to countin down to 6.
...every daeeeee...
unless there's overtyme...sobz.
life is soo unfair.
wonderin...thinkin...
...*figurin out*...
y dey olwez askin me...
"hey, u ok onot?"...
& i will show da shocked face & sae
"yeah...hah. im fine...yah ok la. y?"
& dey juz say...
"nah...juz askin. concern bout u"(smile)
haiz...now i noe y dey asked me.
no further elaboration.
5 more weeks to go.
urgh. how tough life cud b?
i hate it sey.
FARKFARKFARKFARKFARKFARK...
...*help me*...
oh gosh i feel lyk wana cry sey.
endure emy endure...lolx.
seemz lyk itz evanescence week
almost everydae i listen to her song.
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listenin to:
My Immortal - Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that
time cannot erase
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream
I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through
all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life
you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that
time cannot erase
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream
I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through
all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself
that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream
I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through
all of these years
But you still have
All of me...
& tiz is my sweet *FAKE* smile
neva-endin-nitemare...
wen izit gonabe over???...
fairy-godmutha...
i nid ur ears to listen 2 me
i nid u 2 b by my side...
after all...im all alone...
crapz...ok nitex world...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:35 PM
