fine...i tell u everything.
i dun have any intention
to hurt ur feelings...cause
i dun wana rub salt in ur wound.
i know bout ur probz.
long tyme oredy.
wen i have probz...
i dun wana tel u cause...
i dun wana make u worried.
& troubled u...
& i did tel dat big-mouth
i know ur probz long tyme oredy.
& all of dem shocked.(plus her)
i know how u feel...
wif all ur *stuffs*...
dats y i dun wan troubled u more
wif my stewpid *stuffz*...
things gettin soo complicated
until got 1 moment i feel suffocated
i juz wish u were there...
to understand how i feel
on dat very drastic moment.
i wanted to cal u...
wana talk to u...
but i can't...
something stop me...(not dem)
i duno y...
i hide myself & bottled things up.
& act perfectly fine
but actually im not.
u remember dat tyme...
i break down & cry...
i juz wish u da 1
to console me...
guess im wrong...
she told me...
u put on a black face.
as if u r not happy or sumtyn.
i duno coz i didn't look @ u.
feeling soo bad & down on dat time.
ya da fact dat...
i dun REALLY wan to confront dem
but since...im on dat place,
i felt unfair to my own so-called *gang*
cause we did alot of stuff den dem.
i was in da confusion state.
& i did tel u all...
"I really duno wad to do...sobz".
i dunoo...haiz...
itz my very 1st tyme...
& i wasn't mentally prepared...
things juz getting from bad to worse
i think too much about it...
& got myself soo distract & stressful.
she told me u did....
not quite well 4 her thingz...
i duno juz wad things come into u
on dat very moment...
i thought u were changin...
but i juz dun have any idea...
i thought it was me...who changed...
guess im wrong.
thingz juz seemz not ryt.
i dun really wana fight wif u
itz juz dat
whenevo i think bout it
i feel soo hurt...cause
from the person i expected da most
...kindof disappoint me.
& i really have da same feelings
from laz tyme towards dat bitch ok
*how i wish i cud tel u*...
anywae...
u did very well on my thingz
thank you...
thank you soo much.
u really did a great job.
hey...
no hard feelings yah...
i stil miss u...
paiseh la nak cakap...lolx...
well i think...
it takes tyme...
i noe...
kalau tak cakap
sesama sedare for 3 dayz
dosa besar...
aku ok...
i hope u ok too...
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:56 PM
