...*summary report*...
so basically i juz crap about.
crappin here + there...
...*LOLX*...
wad da damn fark?
i juz duno wad da hell to write la!
it has been a week.
i didn't step even a single feet
out of this house...
OMG freeeeaaaakin!!!!
can u believe dat?
all this while...
i've been stayin indoors.
yah...thanks to da sickness im havin.
...freakin BORED...
i wana get out...
& im getting sick of swallowin
...*tablets*...
itz freakin...
my face is really bad...
i really do look lyk a
...*chicken polkadotz*...
juz hope they won't laugh @ me...
wtf...dots all over my face...eeeee.
1 more freakin week...
wow...how tyme flies...
guess i need to plan on tiz life
after i graduate...
can't wait for dat day man...
i am soo gona MISS my clique...
goin U???...yah as if I can...LOLX.
...*DREAM ON*...
if u guyz think im kindof
...*pessimistic*...
well hell yah...I AM...
so wadz da prob?
i do throw my shitz here...
coz i feel quite alryt sumtyme
rather den hurtin myself ryt?
yeah i know wad a stewpid thing 2 do
so wad da fark?
u c @ least i try...
try to look @ da brighter side.
& i do really feel bad
after quite sumtyme,
after i let go all of da
shitz + crapz about.
i know...i shouldn't
be too pressed on
well dats life...& datz reality...
wadsoever it is...
im da one who facin it...
though itz all written...
happy or not i juz need to take it
yah...take it easy...
afterall no one will evo know
how hurtful it was &
how pain it is to swallow *everything*.
i guess if this taken far too long
dun shock if u c me in da newspaper
...*a gal choking to death*...
juz wad da farking wrong wif me?
i thought pple do believe in me
& guess im wrong...
i sleep wif tiz shit
& i grow up...
as i grow up...
wif thiz retarded shit...
y i dun live...peacefully?
sumtyme it feels like
da world is on my shoulder
everyone's leaning on me...
& sumtyme it feels like
da world's almost over
but den...she comes back to me...
to sham...
hey lady juz let her go...
she doesn't deserve to have frens
...*LIKE US*...
& she has forgotten her root...
& she doesn't know wad true frens means.
*pointin out my middle finger 2 her*
to ruby...
yah if u do read my blog...
well gal,
he's somebody's fiancee
& there's lotsa more dude out ther'
much more better den him...
GOD has written sum-one-else 4 u.
guess itz not him...
well, u juz wait ok...
as tyme passby...u will 4get bout him.
i noe itz tough, but u haf to.
to nozie
eh dok,
yah thanks for da word of
...*encouragement*...
i was quite touched...
of ur post...
now i realised...yeah...
who am I to against god ryt?
i will olwez remember ur wordz.
u pepz juz dun worry bout me aite
i will be fine + alryt sumtyme...
u noe...
wen disaster struck, shit happens...
...*peace out*...\m/
scary's out of da house.
************
listenin to:
torn - natalie imbruglia
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
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