instead of hurtin myself,
i think itz better
i juz let go everything here...
wen disaster struck...
...*shit happens*...
so u think i evo wanted
to lead on tiz kind of shit life?
FARK YOU, RETARDED MOFOS!!!!....
u juz dun get...
on wad da farkin life i wanted.
& u juz dun get...
on wad da farkin shitz im doin.
no one cares...
& simply no one evo do cares!
everynite...
as i sleep ryt uptight,
i wonder...
when is it going to over?
i know...it won't end...
but i console myself,
*it's going to over real soon*...
guess i lied to myself...
FARK!!!...yeah i did...
it won't over...&
it will happen again...
& again...& again...& again...
damnz...i farkin hate it...
can sumone juz please stop it?
wad da farkin am i suppose 2 do man?
no one juz care...
it seemz like...nothing.
simply nothing...
as if nothing really happen.
lyk a stewpid stone...
while oterz laughin their ass out
& im lyk a stewpid retarded stone
stoning like stewpid fool...
if only i could stop & turn back tyme.
yah...if only i evo could...
but, who am i to change things?
sumtymes i think y izit muz b me...
im juz a hermit living in a big city.
im nobody...& im not lyk da
popular girl in skewl...
complainin tiz & dat...
...freakar...
my life...is a nitemare.
life is olwez unfair...
& i've learn da hard wae...
& i mean...da sickenin & typical
kind of life...u know...
some day...
i sit...starin out da window,
thinkin of tiz shit life...
it almoz makes me break down & cry
pple make joke cuz they dun understand me
& they juz dun c my real side...
some tyme...
i think...there's nothing to live 4
feel lyk wana give up & i cry...
but itz all of my stewpid thought...
i've forgotten how to smile...
& i lost my laughter...
i juz wan my life back...
which i used to live before...
but i know...it won't happen...
cuz life is olwez unfair...
guess i've to pen off
im out of words...
...nitex world...
************
listenin to:
listenin to my broken hearts.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:42 PM
