warning --> VERY VERY VERY long post.
break fast @ PS Swensen...
omg dat dude...
i mean da waitor...
he is VERY customer-oriented.
though we kind of
dun really like a VERY nice
...*customer service*...
neither a bad one la. haiz...
it was an excellent sey.
2 thumbs up to dat malay dude.
he shud b fastin...
den...it's oredy time to break
but he still runnin around
attending da customer...
not only attend dem sia
he oso entertain dem lo...whoa.
omg...he's really tough & patient sey.
(...kuat betul iman dia...)
...my past...
it still fresh in my head.
it keeps on playin
as if its juz happened yesterdae.
but, it was 6 yrs ago...
...sec2-memories...
-->...we-used-to-hate...
da *witch 5* group...wadevola...
phoenix house...sucker fark...
Mr Peterson...he's a gay la...lolx.
-->...hangout places...
1...under da umbrella(QSS)...
2...blk 143 void deck(q'town)...
3...swing(q'town)...
4...tiong baru...
5...void deck(bukit batok)...
6...bus no. 51...
-->...wen we bored...
1. decorate da umbrella nicely
...*wif vulgarities*...
2. decorate da wall beautifully
...*wif vulgarities*...
3. crappin about, sing lyk shit,
skateboardin, swing swing swing...
4. movies, neoprint, eating, shoppin
5. get to know B2D...while hangout @ here.
6. ...i feel lyk a retard whenevo i think about it...
we used to point middle finger @ da pple waitin 4 bus & hid ourself.
& laughin @ pple in da bus whom we thought dat they r funny.
i was 14 wen i start to smoke.
find trouble wif oterz
bitchin bout da witch 5
confront khairil & wanted to beat him up.
(omg im laughin my ass off)
aizad was juz gave him a slow & steady slap
on both of his cheek & he cried
lyk 1 big farkin hell...lolx
i noe, itz kind of bad of us lah...
he's sucha cry-baby...LOLX...
...thank GOD i'm ok now...
i noe which is right & wrong...
we left khairil alone. LOLX...
i think by dat time they ok oredy. wadevo.
i left dem wen i was 15...
& i quit smokin wen i was 16
coz i was damn farkin sick lyk hell.
& all i wanted was to be alone.
wen we were in sec 3...
aizad, ailian & irah...
they quit school...
only left me, ina & azza...
i didn't turn up at da place
we used to hangout...
& i didn't talk to them...
lyk we used to...
coz...i juz duno how to explain
& talk to them...
& i olwez absent from classes.
m i a bad gal?
m i a bad fren?
& m i a bad best fren?
he did tell me dat he wanted
to quit school...
& i scolded him lyk hell
coz i think itz *wasted*...
he juz laugh & sae
"ahaha...i was juz jokin"
but he did...in da end...
it happened when...
both of my best frenz broke up.
& when i was in a terrible state.
tell me...
who on earth doesn't feel
...*disappointed & sad*...???
when ur very own best frens
quit school & never get 2 c dem.
since den...till now
i duno where they are...
& tell me...
who doesn't feel guilty?
wen u juz left ur best frens alone
& dun talk to them &
stop hangout wif dem lyk u used to?
all of a sudden?...
i juz feel lyk a
...*farkin bitch*...
right now...
i juz should haf tell them...
but.... i was... i...
haiz... itz all in da past...
itz oredy over...
im sorry...
petom said aizad has changed...
he now is juz lyk his brader...
drugz...& wadsoevo shit...
oh god, show him da ryt path
& plz forgive him...
& sham still in contact wif
...azza & ina...
& we plan to break fast together.
...*on mondae*...
& now i juz duno how to face dem.
& i duno how to talk to them.
coz i feel guilty & weird...
anywae...thanks sham my giler.
i heart u very THIS
much...
will things change???
...fairy-god-mutha...
i really in need of u...
how? tell me...how???...
hey people,
treasure ur Best Frenz...
dun hurt their feelingz...
though how much they hurt u...
Frens whom u call them best
wen they advice u
wen u do wrong stuff...
& they r there 4 u
wen shit happens 2 u...
they can feel how u feel
though they didn't help much
juz by listenin & see u cryin.
but u c...*they r there 4 u*
as ur listenin ears
& a shoulder to cry on...
************
listenin to:
pintaku yg terakhir - dayang nurfaizah
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
11:57 AM
