*no-more-mornin-swearin*
Yes! Just found out that...
there IS a shorter & no-cramp-legs
...*climbin up the hill*...wae.
after 9 weeks...minus 1 week in jurong,
now then i found out that.
...THANKS...
left 2 weeks :D
It reminds me of Michael Scoffield...
finding way out from Fox River...
at the psycho ward...
as i find my way to access MAH.
lotsa pipes...doors...LOLX.
and i keepon turnin back.
afraid of something or someone follows me and say:
"Eh hello Miss you are not suppose to access here.
Please use the main way to enter MAH."
And at the moment of time...
I would be...-.-
& show the...fark-you-look...LOLX
*feeling being handcuffed*
there's a place call heaven,
& a place call hell...
there's a place call prison,
& a place call jail...
life is like a prison now...
being jail & abandon...
but nobody knows how hurt tiz life is.
wanna runaway...can i?
already submit stuffs...
so what's next???...
& i hate da word *RE-DO*...
please... NO MORE !!!...
really feel like wanna go home & sleep.
just don't farken care with everyone!
nobody cares either!
everyone is happy with their own life!
*me*
i dunno...i juz dunno.
stop asking me...
i juz hate that questions.
if there is...then, there is.
if there isn't...then, thats it.
everyone is talkin about marriage now.
what soo farken good about that?
just to avoid pre-marital-sex???
& fark anytyme & anywhere they want...
& stop askin me about boifrens...
get a life lah can?...-.-
my life simply sooo fuck'd up.
& sooo damn screw'd up & grounded.
enuff la can...
i juz duno what i want...
juz let fate decide can?...
im tired... really tired.
tired of tiz nonsence.
juz like wad *Laila Isabella* says:
"kalau ader, ader la...
kalau takder, takder la"
& my mum goes:
"dulu, ibu tunang umur 18 tahun.
kawen, 21..."
"ejan kalo carik laki jgn mcm ayah kau."
& there she goes again...
talkin about marriage...
come on la...
i dun wan to be like those
typical malay gals la can???
BINGIT TAU!!!!
kawen kawen kawen...
& i reply back:
"jangan nak merepek la.
suro kakak kawen dulu"
& i juz walk off...haiz.
i really wanted to continue study.
but don't think i can...
really got the interest to further study.
things don't get sooo well...
very complicated...
i juz hate my family...
i hate everyone around me...
problems here...problems there...
...*everywhere*...
lost my wae...
could u pick me up...
& lead me to the right path?
im still waitin...
juz lyk any oter dae...
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listenin to for da whole week:
hunter - DIDO
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
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