guess what...
i didn't go werk today!
farkin damn sick la...
& i never c doctor...
guess the doctor sick & tired
attending patient lyk me.
i told them i'm having fever.
( sudden l-a-z-y arose from inside. )
i scared of water now...
dun really feel lyk wana bath.
is the water cold?...i can't take it!
coughin like one farken hell.
when is it gonna end?
i wanna kill those BANGLAS!
putting up those bloody drilling!
ya working on new lift for every level.
again...when is it gonna end?
life is sooo bloody NOISY!
gimme some peace of mind can?
i felt some vibrates whenevo i eat sumtyn.
& i would feel lyk wana throw up.
makes-me-wana-PUKE...
currently waiting for reply from NTU.
what if they don't want me?
what if they do want me?
mum is being irritating!
she keeps on saying...
stop studying! give urself a break!
go find some jobs & earn sumtyn...
im gettin old...bla bla bla...
damn annoying la!...
doesn't she feels any proudness or greatful
seing me get admitted into uni?...
my heart really breaks into pieces...
but on the other side point of view...
i DO really sick & tired of studying.
15 years of education...
studying...memorising...tests...exams...
another dying years???...damn la...
she makes me paranoid sey.
i duno i shud be happy or sad...
if got rejected...
if i were born rich
& inherits greatgrandfutha wealth...
i don't think i would be happy. WHY?
becoz im havin GREEDY auntys & uncles!
i should be happy to what i am right now.
well the dogs were barking at a new moon
whistling a new tune
hoping it would come soon...
and the sun was wondering if
it should stay away for a day
til the feeling went away...
and the sky was falling on the clouds
were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation.
the dogs were barking at the new moon
whistling a new tune
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die.
i miss to go werk. suddenly!
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listenin to:
all good things (come to an end) - nelly
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
2:00 PM
