Intro
some pple thynk, im crazy.
some pple thynk, im paran0id.
0uh well, d0 y0u thynk i d0 give a phug?
i've wasted part 0f my life.
been wasted juz n0t sumtyn typical.
0uh peri0d! this is... my life
s0 shut up & read!
thynk with your brain pple, n0t with y0ur arse.
everydae, every moment, juz every part of y0ur life,
shyt happenz.
p0intyn-0ut-my-mid-finger.
sweet.
From Lovely,
MyssNotNice.
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Monday, December 03, 2007
...* & it makes me almoz into tears. *...
& that sgt Ong...
makes me paisey over the phone.
"eh why you sound so nervous?"
siakkkkkkkkkkk kan? waduh. :X
thank god it's juz phone calls.
received few nasty callers.
nahhh...used to it.
& ony swears in my heart!
educated vulgarities is the ony wae.
saw sumtyn...
which makes me almoz into tears.
sumtyn which resemble my presence.
& some ppl is snatchyn my trademarks.
i breath in deep & cry out...
sooo farken hurt. it really hurt me.
i guess my absence is wat they longed 4.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm...by de wae...
i dun seek any freakyn attention...
in joinin it...
neither do i wana haf fame...
i guess some pple had de wrong perceptions
of me...wadevolargh ape org nk ckp.
back in de fresh days...
i've been **** wif this well-known chatter.
so far aku da hang tu anak da cukup.
& i no longer saw him in it.
either he's gone or change identity.
i dun wana farken noe!
& he totally freakyn me out.
i've got big headache.
& mum said we moved in january.
yessuh... :]
laz nyte i kicked my sis...
becoz she's creatyn a nuisance.
amekko! padan muker ko!
wadevo...
whoevo...
wenevo...
wherevo...
dun care...
lost faith...
... *#$%^&* ...
ew won't cry for my absence, i noe.
ew forgot me long ago...
am i that unimportant...?
am i so insignificant...?
isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?

ouch, it hurtz...
inside, itz bleedyn...
im simply notyn.
************
listenyn to:
missyn - evanescence
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
10:39 PM
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ouh dat MyssPG!
she called >> nazilr0n. (ouh-figure-dat-out!)
h0r0sc0pic >> pisces lady.
i
age groupz >> in her late 20's
her nickzz >> ezan, Pg™, MyssGothic, ScaryEmy. AleXana.
fav genrez >> punkRawkEmoGoth.
pastymezz >> st0nyn and gets paran0id.
inside her >> em0GothHead,swit,l0vyn,irritatyn & ...
i wanna be de'Gal, wh0 0lwez smyle...
& brightened up y0ur day...
th0' she c0uldn't brightened up her 0wn.
n0 matter h0w hard 0r t0ugh life is...
n0 matter h0w hurtf0ol n sad i am...
i will 0lwez smyle...
& smile lyk i mean it. :]
ouh Pathetic,
MyssPg™
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