my very own hard werk. :]
yup. im back to blog again. lyfe's a bitch ryt now.
heartbroken+confusion+paranoid+complicated.
lyk olwez. yeah datz me. whatelse. get myself involved in lurve lyfe.
n i got myself hurt. again n again. not once. not twice. but ALOT of tymes.
nah, i've been hurt by the same guy. the same old love story yet hurtful.
it's not love. it's more lyk hurt love story. hurt-hurt, ya know. i don't know why myne turned out to be thys way. it's just simply my love lyfe to be ended up thys way. i guezz. HURTS.
you let ego takes over you. i let emo takes over me.
i've been stopped crappyn up... lyk fer... 6mths. OMG. i can't believe it myself tho'. 6 phugkyn mths is not a short period of tyme. n guezz what? i've been thru ALOT of thyngs. i've lost all of my frens. i dun have any of em'. everyone just feels scared being a fren of myne coz im a freak. fought with a YP becoz of hym.
all my frens ignored n avoided me bcoz of hym. im sucha pariah... ignored, hated n avoided... who cares? no one knows what i went thru tho'...
there's a place call heaven n a place call hell.
there's a place call prison n a place call jail.
there's no more love in me. it's all just hurts.
it's not only hurt but it's a deep deep cut.
a cut that left me a deep deep scar.
lyfe's a total phreakyn bitch ryt now n it hurts.
so weep bitch! weep...
i thought it was u. but i guezz... it was a mistake.
let me go, let me live by myself.
im happy being alone without u by my side.
and another waits, simply kills me...
ouh, welcome back to me.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:21 AM
