Intro
some pple thynk, im crazy.
some pple thynk, im paran0id.
0uh well, d0 y0u thynk i d0 give a phug?
i've wasted part 0f my life.
been wasted juz n0t sumtyn typical.
0uh peri0d! this is... my life
s0 shut up & read!
thynk with your brain pple, n0t with y0ur arse.
everydae, every moment, juz every part of y0ur life,
shyt happenz.
p0intyn-0ut-my-mid-finger.
sweet.
From Lovely,
MyssNotNice.
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
*& the sky is fallyn down...*
had my 4 days of afternoon shifts.
& followed by 3 nytez. ouh, wat a week luh sia.
i've sell off my lappy. for good.
simply... away from cyber lyfe fer a whyle...
doesn't kyll me though. so... every single nyte,
i would juz stare blankly on the air before i doze off.
thynkyn bout thyz lyfe btween these 4 walls.
and i cried whenevo i remembered bout the pasts.
the pasts whych left a big scar in my heart.
lyfeless. heartless. emotionless.
i guess it's done. watz done is done and i had enuff. it's like... everytyn seemz nothyn to me ne'more. no use re-open the dirrrty old book, but the pages all are torn and frayed out. i dun wana talk bout it ne'more. it hurtz me... it's the worst feelyn evo. lyfe's simply to0 short to get pissed off ol'de tyme. now, i just wana thynk bout me and my lyfe. what im goin to do next but not who's nx. enuff is enuff. im totally had enuff. btw, is councellyn werks? hmmm... i dun wana breakdown infront of stranger sia. it came in my mynd but on the second thought, i just drop the idea. i duno... everytyme when i wana talk bout it with my friends, everyone will give the same answers... which it ended up... i stayed myself away from them. tried to change someone's life, without me noticing that i myself have changed. am i changyn? i myss havyn fun. i duno what fun is or how to have fun... everydae seems the same to me.
bukan senang hendak menggubah hidup seseorang itu.
bukan senang hendak mengubati luka di hati.
parut ditangan boleh dinampak...
tapi parut di hati, pedih sekali.
kalao ader, ader lah.
kalao tkder, tkder lah.
why do i complicate my lyfe this way?
why do i hurt myself away?
i didn't cut myself but the knife stabs me instead.
it hurtz me every single day.
sumtymez i thynk... why should i live another dae?
sumtymes i thynk... why should i bother to stae?
ouh, tomorrow is just another today.
i hope today would be better then yesterday.
yesterday, was just like the rest of the day.
a smyle on my face doesn't mean sumtyn makes my day.
i just smyle to wash those tears away.
aku hidop tinggal untuk mati ajer.
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
5:47 AM
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ouh dat MyssPG!
she called >> nazilr0n. (ouh-figure-dat-out!)
h0r0sc0pic >> pisces lady.
i
age groupz >> in her late 20's
her nickzz >> ezan, Pg™, MyssGothic, ScaryEmy. AleXana.
fav genrez >> punkRawkEmoGoth.
pastymezz >> st0nyn and gets paran0id.
inside her >> em0GothHead,swit,l0vyn,irritatyn & ...
i wanna be de'Gal, wh0 0lwez smyle...
& brightened up y0ur day...
th0' she c0uldn't brightened up her 0wn.
n0 matter h0w hard 0r t0ugh life is...
n0 matter h0w hurtf0ol n sad i am...
i will 0lwez smyle...
& smile lyk i mean it. :]
ouh Pathetic,
MyssPg™
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