Intro
some pple thynk, im crazy.
some pple thynk, im paran0id.
0uh well, d0 y0u thynk i d0 give a phug?
i've wasted part 0f my life.
been wasted juz n0t sumtyn typical.
0uh peri0d! this is... my life
s0 shut up & read!
thynk with your brain pple, n0t with y0ur arse.
everydae, every moment, juz every part of y0ur life,
shyt happenz.
p0intyn-0ut-my-mid-finger.
sweet.
From Lovely,
MyssNotNice.
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Thursday, May 14, 2015
& the story goes...
This Date.
I downloaded Blogger app on my phone.
Thought of start blogging again after everything stop 3yrs ago.
I hope this shyt can bring myself back again.
Wana start from where I've stop.
Life been pretty well. Even better after the breakup. Got addicted to Facebook and Online Social Games to occupy myself while trying to forget about him, which I did. FB and gaming has changed my social life. I gave up and stop socializing. Why? coz all these people are really not real at all. Ok it's not all but mostly. Not everyone you can call them friends. Trust no one besides yourself.
Everyone is getting married. Do I look like I care? well, I guess my parents they do but Im not. I believed Allah has prepared better things for me. He, the great planner. Nak kawen bukan senang, bukan mcm beli ikan dekat pasar. Bukan tak laku, bukan memilih sangat. Perkahwinan tu kan mendirikan sebuah masjid. If the base is not stable, it will easily collapse. Kalau blom prepare, mcm mane nk ready jd isteri/suami org? Im not searching for a husband, Im waiting for my bakal Imam. Kalau ade, adelah. Kalau takde, takdelah. For now, Im still learning to be a better Muslimah. In Sha Allah.
It's hard to trust guys now a days. Like I mentioned earlier, I've given up socializing. Social media corrupts the world easily. An Info gets easily escalated whether it's real or fake. Things can go viral that fast. This shows how fitnah can get escalated that quick. Astaghfirullah! Like my sister's fb post that says "Being famous in fb/social media is like winning in a monopoly." Technology somehow corrupts human. Sometimes I wish wana live where nobody keeps looking at their devices and communicate in real. Now thats LIFE.
End of June marked the last day of FMSS. Almost 4yrs with the company and Im half hearted whether to continue with daytime call ctr or take a gd rest and finding other daytime job. Had enough of shift work. I need to enjoy public holidays after almost 8yrs working on shifts. In Sha Allah, mudahan Allah murahkan pintu rezekiku and mudahkan segala urusan di Dunia dan Akhirat nanti. Amin.
ur face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
ur voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that u're gone
But though u're still with me
I've been alone all along...
- My Immortal, Evanescence -
It's been 3yrs.
I wonder what you're doing right now...
Do you still remember me?
ouh juz another babble,
MyssPg. \m/
8:00 AM
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ouh dat MyssPG!
she called >> nazilr0n. (ouh-figure-dat-out!)
h0r0sc0pic >> pisces lady.
i
age groupz >> in her late 20's
her nickzz >> ezan, Pg™, MyssGothic, ScaryEmy. AleXana.
fav genrez >> punkRawkEmoGoth.
pastymezz >> st0nyn and gets paran0id.
inside her >> em0GothHead,swit,l0vyn,irritatyn & ...
i wanna be de'Gal, wh0 0lwez smyle...
& brightened up y0ur day...
th0' she c0uldn't brightened up her 0wn.
n0 matter h0w hard 0r t0ugh life is...
n0 matter h0w hurtf0ol n sad i am...
i will 0lwez smyle...
& smile lyk i mean it. :]
ouh Pathetic,
MyssPg™
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